Mr. Mildmay was quite one of the advanced rank of young Oxford men. I
have never been able to understand how it was that he continued more or
less orthodox, but he had done so by special constitution of mind, I
suppose, which in some tends to belief as much as in some others it
tends to unbelief. He was not one of those uncomfortable people who are
always following out "truth" to some bitter end or other, and refusing
all compromise. Perhaps he was not so profound as are those troublesome
spirits, but he was a great deal happier, and a great deal more
agreeable. It is quite possible that some young reader may object to
this as a shameful begging of the question whether it is not best to
follow "truth" with bosom bare into whatsoever wintry lands that
oft-bewildered power may lead. I don't know; some minds have little
inclination towards the sombre guesses of science, new or old; and
perhaps some may prefer Roger Mildmay for the mere fact that he did not
feel himself to have outgrown Christianity; which, I confess, is my own
feeling on the subject. However, if it is any satisfaction to the said
young reader, I may as well avow that though nature kept him from being
sceptical, that kindly nurse did not hinder him from throwing himself
into much semi-intellectual foolishness in other ways. To hear him talk
of art was enough to make all the Academy dance with fury, and drive the
ordinary learner, however little attached to the Academy, into absolute
imbecility; and his rooms were as good as a show, with all the last
fantastical delights of the day--more like a museum of china and
knick-knacks than rooms to live in. His floors were littered with rugs,
over which, in the æsthetic dimness, unwary visitors tumbled; his walls
were toned into olive greens or peacock blues, dark enough to have
defied all the sunshine of the Indies to light them up. He had few
pictures; but his rooms were hung with photographs "taken direct," and a
collection of old china plates, which perhaps, in their primitive
colours and broad effect, "came" better than pictures in the subdued and
melancholy light. But why insist upon these details? A great many
highly-cultured persons have the same kind of rooms, and Mildmay was
something more than a highly-cultured person. All this amused and
occupied him very much--for indeed collecting is a very amusing
occupation; and when he had found something "really good" in an old
curiosity shop, it exhilarated him greatly to bring it home, and find a
place for it among his precious stores, and to make it "compose" with
the other curiosities around it. As sheer play, I don't know any play
more pleasant; and when he looked round upon the dim world of _objets
d'art_ that covered all his walls, shelves, and tables, and marked the
fine pictorial effect of the one brilliant spot of light which the green
shade of his reading-lamp prevented from too great diffusion--when, I
say, looking up from his studies, Mr. Mildmay looked round upon all
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