Male friendship -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
David held himself very still and apart. Then, what bound him to himself
broke loose. What he did was splintering from his willed reserve so fast
that soon all of his reserve was flown from him in action. His arms held
her. All her body measured its panting frailty against him. His mouth
hurt her lips. The rest of her was molten and not hurt half enough.
Lois struggled. For five minutes, she played a painful game of coolness.
Then, she was composed. David dared not to speak. Whatever it was that
had happened must be nothing, since Lois denied it. Whatever it was
must be for the last time.
So now David was childish to have forgotten. But it was hard always to
remember against one’s senses. The year was so intricate a thing for
David. Hoping again, he said:
“I am going to enlist, and go to Cuba.”
Lois beaming and clapping her hands: “David! How wonderful! You’re going
to be a soldier? Oh, I am glad!”
She jumped up, she embraced him, she sprang quickly away before her lips
on his cheek had left their taste.
“When are you going?”
This dancing, elate girl was not the prostrate figure he had imagined
fondly for this scene. The need of service in the tropics shriveled in
an icy blast. Lois accepted him as part of the parade they had applauded
together through the open window? She was quite willing to have him
offer his life--lose it perhaps--for her cold delectation. Well, she had
gone too far.
“None of your business!” he stamped away. “Leave me alone, now. I’m
reading....”
* * * * *
America fought Spain. Santiago fell. Porto Rico was prostrate. August
brought Peace. David had stayed in New York.
His energies swirled back upon himself. Their bloom toward Lois was
chilled: their bloom in War and adventure had been nipped. For the rest
of the year, he was in silent and hidden turmoil.
Young love could not live with comfort upon Lois. Comfort--the comfort
of hot pleasure or hot pain--was what it craved. David withdrew fast. He
had high-sounding names for the faults he found in his cousin. She was
heartless, selfish, cold. She bruised his tenderness and misprized his
service. The truth was she offended his pride. She had shown that she
could deny herself the delight of his kisses: that she could survive
even the picture of his death. Looking upon Lois for himself, the
Narcissus of David’s love found a shrunken ego. It was a mere question
of time when he would accept this failure and look elsewhere.
But before he could redispose his forces for their new excursion David
must gather them in.
He returned to himself as a traveler comes home. Like the traveler he
found how the magic of change and of adventure worked not only upon the
highway. Once more in the familiar place whence he had gone, he found it
strange and full of undiscovered things.
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