Male friendship -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
Yet as Tom saw his practice swell, saw the doors behind which stood
butlers open to him, the silent music of his blood went on. All these
talents and emotions were reactions. Behind them stood the Image of a
man--hating art, hating social intercourse, hating life,--of a man
beckoning Tom back to an ecstatic, fabular peace. For that man’s hatreds
also were reactions ... behind them....
All that ancient lure was now resistance to the life Tom flung himself
upon, even as all this life was his resistance to that hidden lure. He
would consecrate his talent, he would build him his church, Success. But
his mind ran against it, weakened the rock on which he builded. Cornelia
was knowing. Here were depths beyond her vision. She saw chiefly the
young man so soaked in his Puritan upbringing that he was loath to face
the joys he had of his worldly undertakings: a very usual hypocrisy and
of no importance, but one she hated since she was full of it also.
“I don’t see,” she said, “why you should be ashamed of enjoying Mrs.
Duffield’s parties. Heaven knows we had lonely enough years, here,
first.”
“You go with artists--with intelligent people. You have too much
kindness to imagine how dull the rich and the successful are.”
“Nonsense! Their success speaks continual wise words. Their gold is
brilliant.”
So they swayed back and forth, these two. They were equals. They had
never become rivals--before David.
* * * * *
Laura Duffield invited her new friend to dine.
“Come early,” she said, “I want you to meet my son, before he goes to
his usual party.”
He entered the drawing-room: a young girl and a young man were there.
“Farge and Marcia, this is Mr. Rennard.”
Their polite greeting was sauced in an expectant languor and a very
harmless resentment. It was as if they were resigned to a bad habit of
their mother.
Marcia, looking at Tom’s trimly rhythmic body, thought: “It is lucky
Mamma is getting a divorce and must behave.”
Farge was too dull to syllogize but he twinged with a sort of envy and
almost pondered out: “_My_ friends are not freakish enough for Ma.”
Tom was seated and Mrs. Duffield was already in full talk.
He found it hard, listening to her, to take in these two. As she talked,
she insisted on holding his eyes. It was as if she talked for no greater
purpose. Marcia and Farge sat on a lounge just outside his range. They
were looking at him. Farge smoked a cigarette; he had offered none to
Tom. Marcia leaned far back, her legs were outstretched straight; she
threw one ankle over the other. Mrs. Duffield made good the deficiency
of her son. She never smoked, but she had full provisions for her
friends. Tom felt how from ankle to neck this girl was firm and spare
and full of a voluptuous relaxation. Only her eyes were taut, perhaps
from poising him. She did not listen to her mother’s words. She hummed a
tune very faintly: her upward foot marked time.
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