Male friendship -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
She needed to know everything about him: that she might help him.
“I’ve made up my mind on that!”
She told him of herself more and more: more and more easily. She told
herself that she could not otherwise gain his confidence: and she needed
that really to help him, really to be “friends.” In truth she craved his
help, she was glad to purchase it with whatever aid her place and her
connections might afford.
“It is hard to speak of such things,” she said, half sitting up on her
lounge, with a bare arm falling straight toward the floor. At once it
was easy. The ease of her lying there before him and the glow of his
eyes taking her in were a lubricant to her words. She could never have
spoken so at first in a tailor-made suit. She would have laughed with
the freedom of sincere denial at a friend who ventured to link the
exhibition of her soul with the exhibition of her body.
* * * * *
It was through Laura Duffield that Tom came to his real establishment in
practice. Gilbert Lomney was her cousin. For him, Laura was a brilliant
woman who somehow had managed also to be good. He had great admiration
for her, not a little fear. It was by her strategy that “Lomney and
Rennard” was brought about.
The City had welcomed its own stuff in Tom and Cornelia. The City had
come from the same sort of place. At the beginning, Tom felt this not at
all. He was frightened by the City. He did not understand when its
heights bent down and touched him. Each suppliant before New York goes
through the same amaze as the unfriendly Town proves lewdly hospitable.
Few dare to admit her wantonness since the avowal would take from the
measure of their prowess. In the early bewilderment of being taken-in,
of finding a naked mistress in place of a shrouded goddess, the critical
faculties are struck to sleep.
The years of the preparing of success in Tom were like the growth of
love in their delirious simplicity, the sort of wild progression that
one finds best revealed in mathematics. A true tumescence. Tom found
some one who liked his humor and his freedom. He introduced him to a
strategic hostess. There was opened a breach in the trenched City. There
was more than one of these amiable friends. Each multiplied opportunity
at a geometric rate. Tom was soon in a position to choose, and from
choice comes judgment. He was soon surfeited with chances, and from
surfeit comes disillusion.
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