This, too, seemed apparent to Paul. The questions asked concerning his
parentage and birthplace synchronised with the advent of this girl.
Never once had he met her, and yet he was constantly hearing of the
converts that she was making. As may be imagined, his heart grew
bitter at the thought of it, even while he grimly determined that he
would win this battle. It is true that the election seemed months
away, but the ground seemed slipping from under his feet, and his
chances, in spite of what his supporters told him, appeared to grow
less each day.
Paul called to mind the time he had met her, in the field close by
Howden Clough. He remembered, too, the wild vow he made. This girl,
the daughter of the author of his disgrace, one who evidently regarded
him with contempt and anger, nevertheless filled his horizon. He knew
that the feelings he bore towards her, feelings which no one but
himself ever dreamed of, seemed to be madness, while the election that
loomed ahead, and on which he had built such great hopes, seemed to
divide them rather than to bring them together. If he were beaten in
the fight, she would look upon him with more contempt than ever.
This feeling caused his speeches to be somewhat bitter in their tones,
and, as a consequence, did not advance his interests--indeed, he felt
as though his own supporters were growing half-hearted, if not
indifferent, and he attributed it all to the persistent work of Mary
Bolitho. Moreover, there were constant rumours about her being engaged
to young Ned Wilson--and Ned Wilson, as he knew, was his enemy.
One evening, it was toward the end of September, Paul was walking in
some fields beyond Howden Clough. He had been reflecting that he had
as yet done nothing towards carrying out the purpose for which he had
come North. He remembered that the work his mother had given him to do
remained undone.
"I promised her I would go to Scotland," he reflected, "and I've not
done it. I've become so wrapped up in this business that I've almost
forgotten mother. She still has that cloud of disgrace hanging over
her head, while I've been thinking of my own advancement and my own
desires. Besides, even if I were to win, I should never be able to
speak to her until this matter is cleared up. Of course, she has heard
everything, and she will look upon me as----" And then Paul set his
teeth together and his eyes flashed with anger.
These thoughts had scarcely passed through his mind when his heart gave
a sudden leap. Coming towards him was the girl of whom he had been
thinking, and she was alone! Evidently she was on another visit to the
Wilsons'; no doubt, too, she was carrying out her purpose of winning
voters from him. Almost without thinking he determined to speak to her.
There was no definite thought in his mind, but it seemed to him as
though he must speak to her and set himself right with her. He felt it
was his right to do so, and that it was her duty to hear.
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