This was satisfactory to her on one hand, while on the other she had
the pleasure of sharing her secret sorrows and hopes of future joy
with Herminia, with whom she had now a double link and bond of
sympathy.
They led but a dull life now in the old Schloss.
Baron Rhineberg, 'a beer-bloated Teuton' of the first class, came
occasionally to talk politics with the Count, over a pipe and flask
of Rhine wine; the two daughters of the Justiz-rath, and a few other
visitors, dropped in, but Ernestine found it weary work to talk
commonplaces with these people, not one of whom had any vital or
particular interest, beyond a national one, in the army now in the
field; and to chat of music and books, of Berlin wools and soup for
the poor, when, perhaps, _at that very moment of time_, the bullets
might be whistling about him she loved; or when he might be stretched
wounded, dying or dead, upon the bloody sod--to talk, we say, of
aught that was frivolous, with such fears in her heart, was
impossible.
Strong, yet tender, was thus the bond of sympathy between the
cousins; for those whom they loved--the one openly, the other
secretly--and to whom they were affianced, were facing side by side
the foes of Germany, and risking the same perils and toils.
Once only did she rouse herself thoroughly and feel startled when the
portly Baron Rhineberg, taking his vast pipe out from his bushy
moustaches, asked her abruptly if she 'ever visited the church of
Burtscheid.'
'Sometimes,' said she, colouring deeply for a moment, and then
becoming pale as before; 'but why do you ask, Herr Baron?'
'Because Herr Pastor Puffenvortz is preaching a series of stirring
sermons there just now.'
Poor Ernestine, who had begun to fear that her interview there with
Charlie had been overheard or overseen by some eavesdropper unknown,
felt greatly relieved by the Baron's simple reply; but her sudden
change of colour was not unnoticed by the Countess, who drew certain
conclusions therefrom, though she could scarcely give them any form.
The sudden and blunt reference to the church at Burtscheid, the scene
of her last and farewell interview with Charlie, gave her so sudden a
shock--her sensibility had become so delicate now--that she had to
retire to her room.
Burtscheid! All the scene then came again before her--when words
were spoken that were known to Heaven and themselves alone! He was
gone--torn from her, the first and only man she had ever loved, so
the girl pined in her heart. So now she sat, as she had been wont to
sit for hours, listlessly, as if without consciousness of thought;
yet her mind was keenly active and full of images of the absent one.
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