"Very well, dearest," I sighed. "But tell me one thing. If I hadn't said
anything to-night, _you_ wanted to say something."
"Yes," she mumbled in a low voice to the twopenny notebook.
"Is that what Miss Levey meant when she said 'Don't forget' an hour or
two ago?"
"Yes."
"You hadn't to forget to--to bring something, whatever it is, up about
Kitty?"
Her silence told me that that was so. Then, slowly:
"And why should she think I should object to that?" I asked.
Evie's manner changed with almost electrical suddenness. She thrust her
hands into her lap, straightened her back, and spoke almost
victoriously.
"_There!_ I _knew_! I told her so!" she triumphed. "'Miriam,' I said,
'you're _quite_ wrong in thinking that--that----'"
"In thinking there's something to be ashamed of in an old engagement
you've changed your mind about?" I suggested gently.
"Yes!" she exulted. "I said to her, 'Jeff wouldn't in the _least_ mind
my going to see her if I wanted'--and you wouldn't, would you, Jeff?"
"No," I said quickly. I said it quickly lest I should not say it at all.
Then I qualified. "No.... One shrinks from pain, that's all, either
enduring it or giving it."
"Giving Kitty pain?"
"Well, does Miss Levey think it would be pleasant to her--or is she
merely willing to hurt her if she can hurt me too?"
"But--but--Miriam says she would really be awfully pleased--Kitty
would--and I'm sure you're wrong, Jeff, about things like that lasting
for years and years! They don't. I----" She checked herself.
But whether it was the check or what not that made the difference, all
at once she started forward from the bureau and sank on her knees at my
side. She herself put one of my hands about her waist, as if to compel
it to a caress, and stroked her cheek against the other. The words she
murmured were disjointed enough, but her tone was, oh, so eloquent....
"Dear, dear!" she besought me. "Miriam _was_ wrong, wasn't she? Not that
I care in the very least, only I've been, oh, so wretched, thinking
there was something between us! I don't want to see her--Miriam--nor
Kitty--very much--but it was so lonely--till Jack came--and there isn't
anything now, is there, Jeff? I know there has been--but it's gone now,
hasn't it?... Great strong hand!" She moistened it with her
breathing.... "But it _is_ all right now, isn't it, Jeff?"
I did not know why, all in a moment, I found myself remembering that
curious prophecy of Louie Causton's: "I think you'll find that sooner or
later you've got to tell her." Perhaps it was that in that moment I had
my first glimpse of what Louie had really meant. Already it was useless
to say there had been no slight shadow between us; Evie, who knew few
things, at least knew that; but I had not dared to acknowledge it for
fear of worse.... Yes, I began to see; and with my seeing I again grew
hot and rebellious.
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