The hands of the tiny Swiss clock on the mantelpiece pointed to
half-past ten by the time I had finished. I gazed at the clock dully,
thinking for a moment how little time my recital had occupied. Then I
remembered that the hands had pointed to half-past ten before I had
begun.... Mechanically I took the clock down and wound it up. To wind
up a clock was something to do until Evie should speak.
She had not once interrupted me. At one point of my story she had merely
got up from my knee and seated herself in a low rocking-chair, in which
she now rocked softly. As I still sat with the clock in my hands I tried
idly to remember at which point of my story she had got up; it might be
an indication of her state of mind; but I forgot this again, and found
myself examining the back of the clock almost with curiosity. I did not
look at her. I put the clock back on the mantelpiece again and once more
sat down, still without looking at her. Glancing presently at the clock
again I saw that its hands pointed to five and twenty minutes to eleven.
I had wound it up, but had forgotten to set it right. That again was
something to do. I adjusted it by my watch, and again sat down.
Then she spoke, and my heart sank. There was nothing in her tone but
wonderment--wonderment, not at the story I had told her, but that I
should have found it worth telling at all.
After all that portentous preparation--only that!
Odd enough, of course--sad enough, if you liked--but----
"Well, but, Jeff," she said, puzzled, "what about it?"
"Don't you see?" I asked, in a lower voice.
"Of course I see--how do you mean, 'see'? And I think you were awfully
stupid. She was _bound_ to find out, and she did find out, and left you,
poor dear. It was absurd from beginning to end. Really I shall begin to
think myself clever and you a simpleton, if that's all you've been
moping about."
As you see, I had not advanced matters by one single inch.
"It _is_ all, isn't it, Jeff?" she asked anxiously, suddenly sitting
forward in the rocking-chair. "I don't mean," she went on more anxiously
still, "that the whole thing wasn't awfully queer--not quite nice, dear,
to speak the truth--but--but"--again there returned that quick look of
fear with which she had asked me whether I had not loved
her--"but--there wasn't--anything--Jeff?"
I sank back in my chair.
"No, there wasn't--anything," I said wearily.
"Then, Jeff----" she cried gladly.
And the next moment she was at my knee again, overflowing with comfort
and compassion.
"You poor boy--you poor darling boy!" she crooned, so melted by my
contrition that my offence went uncondemned. "Poor love!... And," she
looked adorably up, "how _could_ Evie reproach you, Jeff, when it was
all for her? Darling!" she broke out, "_you_ ought to reproach _me_, for
thinking.... But you were so fearfully solemn.... I thought perhaps you
hadn't loved Evie.... _Has_ always loved Evie, hasn't he? And _will_
always love her, yes? Great strong hand!"
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