New York (State) -- Fiction; West (U.S.) -- Fiction
“Ah,” said Moya in a whisper. “I was in that room across the hall,
alone. They were good to me that day; they made excuses and left me to
myself. In the afternoon a box came,--from poor father,--white roses,
oh, sweet and cold as snow! I took them up to that room and forced
myself to go in. It was where my things were kept, the trunks half
packed, all the drawers and closets full. And my wedding dress laid
out on the bed. We girls used to go up there at first and look at the
things, and there was laughing and joking. Sometimes I went up alone and
tried on my hats before the glass, and thought where I should be when
I wore them, and--Well! all that stopped. I dreaded to pass the door.
Everything was left just as it was; the shutters open, the poor dress
covered with a sheet on the bed. The room was a death-chamber. I went
in. I carried the roses to my dead. I drew down the sheet and put my
face in that empty dress. It was my selfish self laid out there--the
girl who knew just what she wanted and was going to get it if she could.
Happiness I dared not even pray for--only remembrance--everlasting
remembrance. That we might know each other again when no more life
was left to part us--_my_ life. It seemed long to wait, but that was
my--marriage vow. I gave you all I could, remembrance, faith till
death.”
“Then you are my own!” said Paul, his face transformed. “God was our
witness. Life of my life--for life and death!” Solemnly he took a
bridegroom's kiss from her lips.
“How do _you_ know that it is life that parts?”
“Speak so I can understand you!” Moya cried. “Ah, if I might! A man
must not have secrets from his wife. Secrets are destruction, don't you
think?”
Moya waited in silence.
“Now we come to this bondage!” He let the words fall like a load from
his breast. “This is a hideous thing to tell you, but it will cut us
apart unless you know it. It compels me to do things.” He paused, and
they heard a door down the passage open,--the door of his mother's room.
A step came forward a few paces. Silence; it retreated, and the door
closed again stealthily.
“She has not slept,” Paul murmured. “Poor soul, poor soul! Now, in what
I am going to say, please listen to the facts, Moya dear. Try not to
infer anything from my way of putting things. I shall contradict myself,
but the facts do that.
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