The deserted wifeSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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The deserted wife
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
American fiction -- 19th century; Maryland -- Fiction
“Poor boy, you have misunderstood me; did you think,” she said, passing
her hand over his troubled brow, smoothing away the golden ringlets, and
looking kindly in his face, “did you think that I was going selfishly to
expose and abandon your father? No, Raymond—no, poor boy—I am weak, and
sometimes cowardly, but never cruel or selfish—I never wantonly
destroyed the smallest insect, or wounded, purposely, the worst or the
lowest human being; and since I have been sitting here, Raymond, I know
not what sort of a strange strength has entered my soul! Yes, your
arrival just now is providential, and with your words the spirit of God
has descended upon me. The Lord has given me something to do for His
sake, and endowed me with strength to do it. And you are my co-laborer,
Raymond. To dress the wounds of this poor warrior, beaten and bruised,
bleeding and fainting on the field of the battle of life; to raise and
nurse him back to life and health—this is our work.”
How beautiful she looked in her young devotion,—the moonlight fell upon
her fair, pure brow, clothing it with an angelic radiance.
“Oh, but the sacrifice, will you immolate yourself thus, Miss
Churchill?”
“Strange! but I do not feel it as such; I feel lifted up, elevated,
strengthened, filled with light and a strange joy.”
“Beautiful inspired one!” exclaimed the boy, with enthusiasm.
“Come,” said Sophie, rising, “let us return to the house, I shall be
missed; did your father expect you?”
“He wrote that I might come if I pleased; but has he never mentioned me,
Miss Churchill?”
“Never.”
“Why was that?”
“Abstraction—forgetfulness—something.”
“Come with me, then, I will present you to him.”
“Oh, Miss Churchill—gentle Sophie—do you feel no inward resentment
towards my unhappy father, for the marriage into which he has led you?”
“None in the world. Is not his reason clouded, his thoughts all jarred
and out of tune? No, I feel that he was led by, to him, a blind impulse,
really by Providence, to the only one who could nurse him back to health
of mind and body. Raymond, we can cure this sick heart, clear this
clouded brain, restore this ruin. Come!”
And they left the arbor, and took their way towards the house.
During the interview, a revolution had taken place in Sophie’s soul; all
her deep religious feeling, her latent passion for self-devotion, her
enthusiasm, her benevolence, had been called forth. Thus softened by
pity, and inspired by her own high ideal of duty, she determined to
devote herself to the tranquility of his shrunken and tortured life,
with one purpose—his restoration to mental and physical health. She
passed from the arbor no joyous or reluctant bride, but a high-souled
devotee, in possession of duty for which she must live. An hour before,
she had seemed a trembling, shrinking, suffering victim, offered in
_useless, objectless_ sacrifice; now, she was a cheerful, self-possessed
human soul, who had solved the problem of her life, and held the answer
in her hands.
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