"I was sent to prison. My hair was clipped, and I was put in stripes
and steel shackles. All hell was packed in me. Instead of being
conquered, as most convicts are, I kept swearing that I was innocent.
I'd lie awake at night in my cell concocting lie after lie to bolster
up my case and stir up sympathy. I wrote letters to my home papers.
While I was clanking along by my fellow-prisoners who were taking their
medicine like men I was hating the whole of creation and studying
devilish ways to fight.
"I got to writing to the Governor of the State. I had heard he was
kind-hearted, and I thought I might make him believe I was innocent, so
I wrote letter after letter to him. I used every pretext I could think
of. Once I told him that I hoped God would strike me dead in my tracks
and damn me eternally if I had not been falsely imprisoned. Now and
then he would answer, in a kind sort of way, and that made me think I
might convince him if I kept up my letters.
"I was that sort of a fiend for a year. Then a strange thing happened.
A little, mild-mannered man was put in for murder. He had the cell
adjoining mine. He wasn't like any other prisoner I'd ever seen. He had
a sad, patient face, and didn't look at all strong. I took to him
because he used to pass his tobacco through to me--said he had quit
using it. Well, what do you think? One night as I lay with my ear close
to the partition I heard him praying. And the strangest part of it was
that he wasn't praying like a guilty man. He was begging the Lord to be
good to the other prisoners, and open their eyes to the spiritual
light, which he declared was even then shining in his cell.
"Well, do you know, I listened to him night after night, and got so I
could sleep better after I'd heard him pray. And in the daytime I loved
to find myself by his side in any work we had to do. I never shall
forget the thing I'm going to tell you. We were carrying brick to
repair a wall where an attempt was made by some fellows to get out. It
was out in the sunlight, and I hadn't seen the sun many times for a
year past. I don't know how it come up, but somehow he happened to
remark that he was innocent of the charge against him. Circumstantial
evidence had landed him where he was. He wasn't the one that did the
killing at all. I remember as I looked at him that I was convinced he
was telling the truth. He was innocent and I was guilty. I had an odd
feeling after that that I had no right to be near him.
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