"He used to talk to me in the sweetest, gentlest way I ever heard. He
told me that if a convict would only turn to God the most wretched
prison ever built would be full of joy. He said, and I believed him,
that he didn't care much whether he was out or in jail, that God was
there by his side and that he was happy. Lord, Lord, how he did plead
with me! His eyes would fill chock full and his voice would shake as he
begged and begged me to pray to God for help. I remember I _did_ try,
but, having lied to the Governor and everybody else, somehow I couldn't
do it right. Then what do you reckon? I heard him in his cell every
night begging God to help Number Eighty-four--that was all he knew me
by--Eighty-four. He was Number Seventy-two. Every night for a month I
would stick my ear to the partition and listen and listen for that
strange, strange mention of me. I got so that when we would meet in the
daytime I'd feel like grabbing hold of him and telling him that I loved
him.
"Now, on the first of every month I was in the habit of writing a
letter to the Governor, and the time had come round again. I got the
paper and pen and ink from the warden, and started to go over again my
old lying tale, but somehow I couldn't put the old fire in it. I kept
thinking of Seventy-two and his prayers. I remember I cried that night,
and felt as limp as a rag. I had changed. Then, I don't know how it
happened, but it was as though some voice had spoken inside of me and
told me not to write to the Governor about _myself_, but about
Seventy-two, who really was innocent. So I started out, and with the
tears pouring down my face and blotting the paper I told the Governor
about the prayers of Seventy-two, and how good he was, and begged him
to give him a pardon, as I knew positively that he was innocent. Then a
queer thing took place. I couldn't begin to explain it, but in trying
to think of some way to convince the Governor of the fellow's innocence
I came out with this: I said, 'Governor, I am the man that has been
writing to you all this time swearing he is innocent. I have written
you a thousand lies. I am guilty, but I'm telling you the truth this
time, as God is my judge. I don't ask release for myself, but I want
justice done to Seventy-two. No purer or better man ever lived.'
"I sent the letter off; and, friends, I'm here to tell you that I never
felt so happy in all my life. The very prison walls that night seemed
to melt away in space. My poor cot was as soft as floating clouds. I
didn't feel the shackles on my ankle and arm, and the low singing of
Seventy-two in his cell was as sweet as far-off celestial music. I
remember he called out to me just before bed-time, 'Brother, how goes
it?' and for the first time I answered, with a sob in my throat: 'I'm
all right, Seventy-two--I'm all right!' And I heard him say, 'Thank the
Lord, blessed be His holy name!'
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