An unnameable fear! A dread surpassing all power of expression! Such
terror as might abase a man to the very dust, send him weeping like a
child, or craving mercy from his bitterest enemy. This I suffered in
that moment when my imagination reeled at its own thoughts, when it
depicted for me the agony that a man must suffer, cast pitilessly into
the bowels of a flaming furnace, and burned to ashes as coal is burned
when the blast is turned upon it. Nothing under heaven or earth would I
not have given the men if thereby the dread of the fire had been taken
from me. I believe that I would have bartered my very soul for the
salvation of the pistol or the knife.
Let this be told, and then that which follows after is the more readily
understood. The men dragged me down into the pit and stood crying about
me like so many ravening wolves. The Jew, forcing his way through the
press, uttered strange sounds, incoherent and terrible, and seeming to
say that he had already judged and condemned me. In such a sense the men
interpreted him, and two of them moving the great levers which opened
the furnace doors, they revealed the very heart of the monstrous fire,
white as the glory of the sun, glowing as a lake of flame, a torrid,
molten, unnameable fire toward which strong arms impelled me, blows
thrust me, the naked bodies of the human devils impelled me. For my
part, I turned upon them as a man upon the brink of the most terrible
death conceivable. They had snatched my revolver from me. I had but my
strong arms, my lithe shoulders, to pit against theirs; and with these I
fought as a wild beast at bay. Now upon my feet, now down amongst them,
striking savage blows at their upturned faces, it is no boast to say
that their very numbers thwarted their purpose and delayed the issue.
And, more than this, I found another ally, one neither in their
calculations nor my own. This befriended me beyond all hope, served me
as no human friendship could have done. For, in a word, it soon appeared
that they could thrust me but a little way toward the furnace doors, and
beyond that point were impotent. The heat overpowered them. Trained as
they were, they could not suffer it. I saw them falling back from me one
by one. I heard them vainly crying for this measure or for that. The
furnace mastered them. It left me at last alone before its open doors,
and, staggering to my feet, I fell headlong in a faint that death might
well have terminated.
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