The diary of a Russian lady : $b reminiscences of Barbara Doukhovskoy (née princesse Galitzine)Dukhovskaia, Varvara
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The diary of a Russian lady : $b reminiscences of Barbara Doukhovskoy (née princesse Galitzine)
Dukhovskaia, Varvara
Russia -- Social life and customs; Voyages and travels
The heat in Tiflis was very trying, there was scarcely air enough to
breathe, and my aunt decided to go to Borjom, the summer residence of the
Grand-Duke Michael, a delightful watering-place buried in verdure and
surrounded by mountains covered with thick forests. Serge Michailovitch
came round occasionally to see how we got on. I looked forward eagerly
to his visits; his society became very dear to me for he succeeded in
winning my love; my heart had spoken at last and I was sensible of the
tremendous power he exercised over me. I was beginning to know that I
too, had a little power over him. Serge Michailovitch appeared so pleased
when he saw me; his hand trembled when it touched mine. His affection
seemed to rise with extraordinary rapidity from zero to boiling point,
and it was whispered that General Doukhovskoy had serious views towards
me; my aunt with her all-seeing eyes had perceived for some time already
the turn events had taken.
In July the general had to go to Russia for a short time; On the eve of
his departure he came to Borjom. That evening altered the course of my
life. He managed to get me away from the others on the terrace; we were
so happy to be left alone and drew closer to each other, watching the
glow-worms’ fairy lamps amidst the shrubs below. For some time there was
no conversation between us, but there was no need for words, we looked
into each other’s eyes and found that one can kiss even with looks.
Suddenly Serge Michailovitch bent over me, his face drawn with emotion,
and asked me if I cared for him a little bit? The moment was decisive;
my head dropped on my arms on the table and tears were my only answer. I
felt assured of one thing now, that he loved me; yet, what had he said to
me? Nothing and yet everything!
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