The diary of a Russian lady : $b reminiscences of Barbara Doukhovskoy (née princesse Galitzine)Dukhovskaia, Varvara
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The diary of a Russian lady : $b reminiscences of Barbara Doukhovskoy (née princesse Galitzine)
Dukhovskaia, Varvara
Russia -- Social life and customs; Voyages and travels
I got up nervous and excited. The whole morning I had been in a fever;
my hands were as cold as ice and my cheeks burned like fire. How slowly
the hours did pass! When Serge Michailovitch was announced I went hot
all over, and my emotion was so uncontrollable that I fled into my room,
in which I felt more safe. My cousin Nathaly dragged me out by force
and the next minute we came face to face, Serge Michailovitch and I.
The first step was made, we mounted our horses and set off at a trot;
soon after we walked them slowly, riding side by side. For some time
we did not exchange a word, then suddenly Serge Michailovitch put his
arm round me and drew me towards him till our lips met; he told me then
that he loved me and asked me if I cared enough for him to become his
wife. I only answered with my eyes, which spoke the plainest “yes,” and
thus, under the open sky, we pledged our troth, for a minute forgetting
everything but our two selves. I gave him with happiness the gift of
myself. Nothing could shake my faith in him now. For me that day marked
the red-letter day of my calendar. I rode back to Tiflis an engaged girl,
and announced our betrothal to mamma; I longed to inform the world at
large of it. Our betrothal was made known the next day, and hearty were
the congratulations addressed to us. I wrote to my father to ask for his
consent and blessing, which he gave with pleasure.
Our wedding was to take place at Dolgik in the beginning of April. Serge
Michailovitch, Sergy as I called him now, spent a good deal of his time
with me; we used to pass all our evenings together in the library, where
we contrived a sort of recess, furnished with a sofa, in which we could
talk in peace. Nothing will ever make me forget the hours we passed
together, hours which were all but too brief for us; we forgot that
clocks existed. Dear days! so long ago, yet so vivid to me! We sat on
the sofa with our heads very close together, pretending to read out of a
book that lay on my lap face downwards. One evening as I sat thus, side
by side with Sergy, my hand imprisoned in his, developing our plans for
our future happiness, the footsteps of my uncle Staritzki recalled us to
reality. Seeing that I held my book upside down, uncle went to fetch a
venerable calf-bound volume containing the code of laws, and gave it to
me saying laughingly that, perhaps we should be more interested with that
sort of literature.
I was the happiest girl on earth; it was so good to feel that Sergy
cared for me! He became my world, my all. I was no longer the same girl
I had been, my time of playing with the sentiments of men was over;
surely there were two _Vava Galitzines_: one that had been blessed with
the happy faculty of dismissing one love from her mind the moment that
she began to occupy herself with another, and one who, in spite of her
frivolous outside, loved only one man in the world—her Sergy!
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