The Doves' Nest, and Other StoriesMansfield, Katherine
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The Doves' Nest, and Other Stories
Mansfield, Katherine
Fiction; Short stories, New Zealand
It was not the afternoon to be on deck—on the contrary. It was exactly
the afternoon when there is no snugger place than a warm cabin, a warm
bunk. Tucked up with a rug, a hot-water bottle and a piping hot cup of
tea she would not have minded the weather in the least. But he—hated
cabins, hated to be inside anywhere more than was absolutely necessary.
He had a passion for keeping, as he called it, above board, especially
when he was travelling. And it wasn’t surprising, considering the
enormous amount of time he spent cooped up in the office. So, when he
rushed away from her as soon as they got on board and came back five
minutes later to say he had secured two deck chairs on the lee side and
the steward was undoing the rugs, her voice through the high sealskin
collar murmured “Good”; and because he was looking at her, she smiled
with bright eyes and blinked quickly, as if to say, “Yes, perfectly all
right—absolutely,” and she meant it.
“Then we’d better——” said he, and he tucked her hand inside his arm and
began to rush her off to where the two chairs stood. But she just had
time to breathe, “Not so fast, Daddy, please,” when he remembered too and
slowed down.
Strange! They had been married twenty-eight years, and it was still an
effort to him, each time, to adapt his pace to hers.
“Not cold, are you?” he asked, glancing sideways at her. Her little nose,
geranium pink above the dark fur, was answer enough. But she thrust her
free hand into the velvet pocket of her jacket and murmured gaily, “I
shall be glad of my rug.”
He pressed her tighter to his side—a quick, nervous pressure. He knew,
of course, that she ought to be down in the cabin; he knew that it was
no afternoon for her to be sitting on deck, in this cold and raw mist,
lee side or no lee side, rugs or no rugs, and he realized how she must be
hating it. But he had come to believe that it really was easier for her
to make these sacrifices than it was for him. Take their present case,
for instance. If he had gone down to the cabin with her, he would have
been miserable the whole time, and he couldn’t have helped showing it.
At any rate, she would have found him out. Whereas, having made up her
mind to fall in with his ideas, he would have betted anybody she would
even go so far as to enjoy the experience. Not because she was without
personality of her own. Good Lord! She was absolutely brimming with it.
But because ... but here his thoughts always stopped. Here they always
felt the need of a cigar, as it were. And, looking at the cigar-tip, his
fine blue eyes narrowed. It was a law of marriage, he supposed.... All
the same, he always felt guilty when he asked these sacrifices of her.
That was what the quick pressure meant. His being said to her being:
“You do understand, don’t you?” and there was an answering tremor of her
fingers, “I _understand_.”
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