The Duke's Daughter; and, The Fugitives; vol. 1/3Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Duke's Daughter; and, The Fugitives; vol. 1/3
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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It was not, however, at all like a conquering hero that Winton made his
appearance at Billings. A number of other people arrived by the same
train, and were conveyed in various carriages both before and after him
to the great house. It was a long drive, and he had time to think about
it and to go over the approaching meeting, rehearsing it again and
again. Winton knew as well as any one what it is to arrive at a country
house,--the confusion of the arrival, the little pause when no one knows
what to do, the hesitation of the people who have never been there
before, the well-bred attempts of the people who have, not to seem too
much at home, the anxiety of the hosts to distribute their attentions
equally and leave no one out--were all familiar to him. But somehow his
special position now gave him much of the feeling of surprise and
disappointment and involuntary half-offence which a new-comer, unused to
society, and expecting perhaps to be received with all the warm
individual welcome of more intimate hospitality, feels when he finds
himself only one of the least considerable of a large party. All the
other members of the group were of greater consequence than Winton, and
almost all were _habitués_ of the place, accustomed to come year after
year--persons whom the Duke could receive as sufficiently near his own
level to be worthy the honour of his friendship. Such a party is always
diversified by some one or two people who are altogether nobodies, and
afford either a sort of background like supernumeraries in a play, or
are elevated to the most important position by dint of dexterity and
adulation. Winton felt himself to belong to the background as he stood
about in the hall when all the greetings were going on, waiting for his.
It had been like a sudden downfall from heaven to earth to perceive, as
he cast his first rapid glance round on entering, that Jane was not
there. Afterwards he said to himself that he could not have endured her
to be there, but for the moment her absence struck him like a blow. And
what could the Duchess do more than shake hands with him as she did with
all her other guests? He thought she gave him a glance of warning, a
little smile--but no doubt every man there supposed that for himself
individually her Grace had a kind regard. He stood talking for a short
time after the ladies had been swept away to their rooms. He knew
several of the more important of the guests, and he knew one of the
nobodies who was a very prominent figure. But it was with an indignant
sense that his reception ought to have been a very different one that he
found himself following a servant up the grand staircase into those
distant regions allotted to bachelors, where his non-importance was to
be still more forcibly brought home to him. He who ought to have been
received as the son of the house--he to whom its brightest member had
linked her fate--that he should come in on the same footing as Mr
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