The Duke's Daughter; and, The Fugitives; vol. 2/3Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Duke's Daughter; and, The Fugitives; vol. 2/3
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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whose departure had brought a poignant sensation of loss into the girl’s
mind. It was almost the only keen feeling she had ever known. She had
come into society with something of the bewildered, uncertain vision of
a creature bred in the darkness, who is dazzled and confused rather than
delighted by the light. The people who came to the ball had been as
figures in a dream to her. The whole scene was like something in the
theatre. She was scarcely aware that she was herself not a spectator,
but an actor in it, walking about mechanically among the guests, making
her mechanical curtsey when her father brought up now one strange face,
now another.
And after that one ball, silence had fallen again upon Fareham. The
porter at the lodge received sheaves of cards, and some carriages even
penetrated through the grand avenue to the hall door; but no one entered
the house. Doubtless there were some hearts in those carriages in which
there vibrated some touch of pity for the millionaire’s shy, motherless,
inexperienced daughter. But the county was wonderfully intact, and its
gentry had made up their minds to discourage the advent of Money among
them. A few years of perseverance would no doubt have made an end of
that irrational notion; but in the meantime they distrusted Mr
Goulburn. He was far too rich; it was insolent of a man who, so far as
any one knew, was nobody, to be richer than all the squires put
together. A ball in such a house might be tolerated. It was like a
public ball; you took your own party (for in this respect the
invitations were most liberal), and, save that one of your men had to
sacrifice himself to ask the girl of the house to dance once, you kept
yourselves to yourselves, as you did at the ball for the hospital or any
other subscription assembly. This was what the county people said. And
as for Helen, she was often dull, but she had not learned to blame
anybody for her dulness. She thought it a law of nature--it was no one’s
fault.
All this explanation is to show how it was that Helen found nothing
unusual in her own position, alone in this great dim room, with all the
windows open. The windows always were open, except in the depth of
winter. The darkness without had no dangers for her; it never occurred
to her that any strange apparition might disturb her solitude. She liked
the stillness, the night air, the fragrance from the garden. Though she
usually went to bed early, yet on this night she was not sleepy. She was
reading a novel; that was one of the luxuries which her father provided
regularly. She had not read many books that were worth reading, but of
novels all kinds. When the butler came softly into the room, with the
intention of closing up the house for the night, she stopped him.
“Are you going to sit up to-night, Brownlow?” she said.
“Yes, Miss Goulburn, as usual on Saturdays, till the last train comes
in,” the man replied.
“Then leave the windows open a little longer.”
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