Fathers and daughters -- Fiction; Older men -- Fiction; Seafaring life -- Fiction; Ship captains -- Fiction
He thought that perhaps on the whole he deserved something better than
to die in such sentiments. The time of course would have to come, and he
trusted to his Maker to provide a manner of going out of which he need
not be ashamed. For the rest he hoped he would live to a hundred if need
be: other men had been known; it would be no miracle. He expected no
miracles.
The pronounced, argumentative tone caused Mr. Van Wyk to raise his head
and look at him steadily. Captain Whalley was gazing fixedly with a rapt
expression, as though he had seen his Creator’s favorable decree written
in mysterious characters on the wall. He kept perfectly motionless for
a few seconds, then got his vast bulk on to his feet so impetuously that
Mr. Van Wyk was startled.
He struck first a heavy blow on his inflated chest: and, throwing out
horizontally a big arm that remained steady, extended in the air like
the limb of a tree on a windless day--
“Not a pain or an ache there. Can you see this shake in the least?”
His voice was low, in an awing, confident contrast with the headlong
emphasis of his movements. He sat down abruptly.
“This isn’t to boast of it, you know. I am nothing,” he said in his
effortless strong voice, that seemed to come out as naturally as a river
flows. He picked up the stump of the cigar he had laid aside, and added
peacefully, with a slight nod, “As it happens, my life is necessary; it
isn’t my own, it isn’t--God knows.”
He did not say much for the rest of the evening, but several times Mr.
Van Wyk detected a faint smile of assurance flitting under the heavy
mustache.
Later on Captain Whalley would now and then consent to dine “at the
house.” He could even be induced to drink a glass of wine. “Don’t think
I am afraid of it, my good sir,” he explained. “There was a very good
reason why I should give it up.”
On another occasion, leaning back at ease, he remarked, “You have
treated me most--most humanely, my dear Mr. Van Wyk, from the very
first.”
“You’ll admit there was some merit,” Mr. Van Wyk hinted slyly. “An
associate of that excellent Massy. . . . Well, well, my dear captain, I
won’t say a word against him.”
“It would be no use your saying anything against him,” Captain Whalley
affirmed a little moodily. “As I’ve told you before, my life--my work,
is necessary, not for myself alone. I can’t choose” . . . He paused,
turned the glass before him right round. . . . “I have an only child--a
daughter.”
The ample downward sweep of his arm over the table seemed to suggest
a small girl at a vast distance. “I hope to see her once more before I
die. Meantime it’s enough to know that she has me sound and solid, thank
God. You can’t understand how one feels. Bone of my bone, flesh of my
flesh; the very image of my poor wife. Well, she . . .”
Again he paused, then pronounced stoically the words, “She has a hard
struggle.”
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