The night was now far advanced;—the bend of our course towards the left,
and the closing in of the eastern hills upon the river, gave warning of
our approach to the hermit’s dwelling. Every minute now seemed like the
last of existence; and I felt a sinking of despair at my heart, which
would have been intolerable, had not a resolution that suddenly, and as if
by inspiration, occurred to me, presented a glimpse of hope which, in some
degree, calmed my feelings.
Much as I had, all my life, despised hypocrisy,—the very sect I had
embraced being chiefly recommended to me by the war which they waged on
the cant of all others,—it was, nevertheless, in hypocrisy that I now
scrupled not to take refuge from, what I dreaded more than shame or death,
my separation from Alethe. In my despair, I adopted the humiliating
plan—deeply humiliating as I felt it to be, even amid the joy with which I
welcomed it—of offering myself to this hermit, as a convert to his faith,
and thus becoming the fellow‐disciple of Alethe under his care!
From the moment I resolved upon this plan, my spirit felt lightened.
Though having fully before my eyes the labyrinth of imposture into which
it would lead me, I thought of nothing but the chance of our being still
together;—in this hope, all pride, all philosophy was forgotten, and every
thing seemed tolerable, but the prospect of losing her.
Thus resolved, it was with somewhat less reluctant feelings, that I now
undertook, at the anxious desire of Alethe, to ascertain the site of that
well‐known mountain, in the neighbourhood of which the dwelling of the
anchoret lay. We had already passed one or two stupendous rocks, which
stood, detached, like fortresses, over the river’s brink, and which, in
some degree, corresponded with the description on the leaf. So little was
there of life now stirring along the shores, that I had begun almost to
despair of any assistance from inquiry, when, on looking to the western
bank, I saw a boatman among the sedges, towing his small boat, with some
difficulty, up the current. Hailing him, as we passed, I asked, “Where
stands the Mountain of the Birds?”—and he had hardly time to answer,
pointing above our heads, “There,” when we perceived that we were just
then entering into the shadow, which this mighty rock flings across the
whole of the flood.
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