The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)Bordeaux, Henry
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The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)
Bordeaux, Henry
French fiction -- Translations into English
At the bend of the path appeared Isabelle Orlandi, accompanied by Jean
Berlier. She was talking with an almost feverish animation.
“Look,” she said to the two girls as they joined her--and she showed
her left hand, on which a ruby and an emerald glistened.
“Two engagement rings!” she said.
“Two engagement rings?” repeated Alice, amused.
“Yes, M. Landeau is very generous. If you could only see my jewels!
They will fill a big box. I had to choose an ornament, and as I
hesitated between the best of them my very kind fiancé, with a
magnificent gesture, simply said, ‘Keep the lot!’ So I kept them all to
please Mamma. And look at this lorgnette with its handle encrusted with
precious stones.”
“But your eyes are quite good,” said Jean.
Isabelle acknowledged the compliment with a curtsey.
“That doesn’t matter. It’s smart to use one,” she said.
As she was dilating on her good fortune, Madame Dulaurens, escorted by
Captain Guibert and M. Landeau appeared.
Uneasy at her daughter’s long absence she had proposed to her two
guests a stroll in the oakwood. She breathed more freely when she was
with Alice. But she noticed her heightened color, however, and traces
of trouble in her face.
“It is high time,” she thought, “to get rid of our hero.”
Behind her Marcel, too, was studying the girl. He was looking at her
with the eagerness of love which dares not hope too much. But he
quickly lowered his eyes. And when he raised them again they were full
of the peace of love wherein doubt and fear do not linger. Madame
Orlandi and Mademoiselle De Songeon, led by M. Dulaurens, joined the
group. Through the plane-tree avenue they accompanied Paule and Marcel,
who were about to take their leave.
In front of the open gate on the other side of the Chaloux road, before
a humble cottage, a swarm of children were playing in the sun. With
tangled hair, shining healthy faces, and bare feet, they shouted now
with joy and now with anger, when suddenly their mother came out on the
doorstep. She was a peasant woman, of faded appearance, whose figure
indicated approaching motherhood.
“They are very poor,” explained Madame Dulaurens, looking at them, “and
they are always expecting more children. They have seven already, and
just look!”
“Seven children! How awful!” said Mademoiselle de Songeon, turning away
in disgust.
“It is tempting Providence,” added Madame Dulaurens. And Mademoiselle
Orlandi twittered:
“How pretty they would look painted! But in actual life they are dirty
and a nuisance.”
“Those who want them can’t have them,” muttered the peasant woman, who
had overheard this. And she picked up the youngest child and pressed it
to her bosom.
Isabelle laughed a hard laugh and said to her fiancé, looking him
straight in the face:
“Well, you know, I don’t want any children!”
M. Landeau smiled joylessly. An awkward pause followed this sally so
artless and yet so cynical. Only Madame Orlandi was amused.
“Oh, Isabelle, you terrible child!” she said.
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