“I think what we both want just now,” she said, “is friendship.” Her
voice was low, but she kept it steady. “The sort of friendship that is
one side of marriage. It is not really possible for a man and a woman to
be friends in that sort of way unless they are married. I think you want
a friend—I know I do. I think you have been very lonely—one is lonely,
and it is worse for a man. He can’t get the home-feeling, and he misses
it. You did not marry me because you needed a wife. I don’t think you
do. When you want a wife, I will be your wife, but just now——”
She broke off. She did not look at David, but David looked at her. He
saw how tightly her hands were clasped, he saw the colour flushing in
her cheeks. She had great self-control, but that she was deeply moved
was very evident.
All at once he became conscious of great fatigue. He had walked far and
in considerable distress of mind. He had put a very strong constraint
upon himself. He rested his head on his hand and tried to think.
Elizabeth did not speak again. After a time he raised his head.
Elizabeth was watching him—her eyes were very soft. A sense of relief
came upon David. Just to drift—just to let things go on in the old way,
on the old lines. Not for always—just for a time—until he had put Mary
out of his thoughts. Their marriage was not an ordinary one. It was for
Elizabeth to make what terms she would. And it was a relief—yes, no
doubt it was a relief.
“If I say, Yes,” he said, “it is only for a time. It is not a very
possible situation, you know, Elizabeth—not possible at all in most
cases. But just now, just for the present, I admit your right to
choose.”
Elizabeth’s hands relaxed.
“Thank you, David,” she said.
CHAPTER XVI
FRIENDSHIP
See, God is everywhere,
Where, then, is care?
There is no night in Him,
Then how can we grow dim?
There is no room for pain or fear
Since God is Love, and Love is here.
The full cup lowered down into the sea,
Is full continually,
How can it lose one drop when all around
The endless floods abound?
So we in Him no part of Life can lose,
For all is ours to use.
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