The Flower of the Flock, Volume 2 (of 3)Egan, Pierce
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The Flower of the Flock, Volume 2 (of 3)
Egan, Pierce
Fiction
“Miss Wilton,” he said, “I will be brief, for what I have to say should
be so: for your sake and for my own, the sooner it is over the better.
Our acquaintance has been spread over some years, but it has been
limited in its character. The events of the past few months have
thrown us into more intimate relation, and have resulted in creating
an influence over me which time can never efface. I have come to know
this--to know, Miss Wilton, that your gentle nature, no less than your
other perfections, have absorbed all of passion, of love, I may ever
hope to have: and this at a time when it is forced upon me that your
position and birth are far removed above mine. That any hopes I might
entertain, or wishes I might form, would be unjust to you, I feel; and
that they are improbable of realization I cannot deny to myself. I have
probed my heart, my soul, and find that change in my feelings towards
you can never come. I could not, therefore, continue to visit you--to
have you ever in my eyes, and know that you could never, never be mine.
I could not see you often, and look upon your heavenly face, listen to
the music of your words, grow faint beneath the soft gaze of your quiet,
tender eyes, and content myself with that bliss without seeking to
raise in your heart the same love that burned in mine. I tried to induce
myself to do this. I tried to believe that I could remain near you,
watch over you as a guardian spirit, and be happy in the thought that
I could shield you from danger or from sorrow, that I could see calmly
another wear the gem I would give almost existence to possess. But, oh!
Flora, I am but human, miserably, weakly human. My love is selfish, at
least in this. I cannot look upon you in the possession of another. So
I have come to the determination to leave this country for ever, and, in
some distant land, struggle with my hopeless passion as best I may.”
He paused for a moment, and his lip quivered with the strong emotion
which convulsed his frame. He pressed his trembling lip with his teeth,
and then went on--
“I had intended to have spared myself the pang of parting with
you--for--ever--but it was not to be. I came down here to gaze my last
upon the roof that sheltered you; to obtain, if possible, one last look
upon your dear form; to breathe a prayer for your eternal happiness----”
“I cannot bear it!” cried Flora, springing to her feet. She burst into
a passion of tears, and flung herself upon his neck. “You must not go,
Hal!” she cried with intense excitement, “you must not, shall not leave
me; I should break my heart! I should die if you were parted from me!”
He pressed her with passionate ardour to his breast His heart wras too
full to utter a word.
Nothing disturbed the stillness of the quiet air but the gentle warbling
of a lonely bird, the plaintive chant of the running stream, and Flora’s
low sobbing.
CHAPTER VII.--MARK WILTON.
Think not I love him, though I ask for him;
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