The Flower of the Flock, Volume 2 (of 3)Egan, Pierce
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The Flower of the Flock, Volume 2 (of 3)
Egan, Pierce
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Then she remembered that she had made her her _confidante_; that she was
now the only friend she had in the wide, wide world; and that, but for
her, she would have been at this moment face to face with an offended
Creator; that, but for her, she must now even become a wretched outcast.
She began to see that pride was a hollow phantom, powerless to serve at
need; that selfishness slaughtered sympathy, and repelled friendship;
that true worth and pure human philanthropy were to be found in the
humble; that human creatures were human clay alike; and the distinctions
of the world proved their shadowy nature by melting away at the first
touch of adversity.
She saw that the young girl who had saved her was what the world calls
humble; she involuntarily placed her hands before her eyes, and felt how
humble she herself was by comparison in the eyes of God.
Presently she felt soft fingers gently drawing her hands from her eyes,
and she heard a sweet, low voice.
It said--
“Do not weep, pray, do not, It will make you ill, and me so wretched.
Tears are foes when they deter us from doing our duty to ourselves. Will
you not rise and dress. We will talk of the future over breakfast. Do
you know, miss, I have secured you the dearest little room, next to
this, where nobody can intrude upon you, and where I will strive to make
you as cheerful and as happy as I can, if you should feel depressed and
lonely, as at times I daresay you will--but you know that you have had
too much indulgence in grief just now, and so you must dry your eyes and
exert yourself. Come, come, you will try to oblige me--will you not?”
Helen caught her hands in her own with a sudden clutch, and pressed them
to her burning lips. Then she flung back her dark tresses from her face
of marble hue, over which, escaped from their bands, they had straggled.
“I will exert myself,” she said; “I will face my trial; I will be firm,
and meet the worst, as becomes a----No--no--no!--not that name; I must
breathe that name no more.”
Once again she pressed her hands convulsively over her eyes, but she
removed them quickly.
“Bear with me,” she said; “I will not distress you again by giving way
to my sorrow; but, with patience and fortitude, I will look back on the
past, and await the future.”
Lotte replied in hopeful language, and assisted her to dress. She saw,
with an astonishment she could scarcely conceal, how much help her guest
required, and how natural it seemed for her to expect it to be afforded
her. Helen, on the other hand, could not avoid noticing how unused Lotte
was to her task, and said, with a faint smile--
“I must learn to dress myself. It will serve to pave the way for
the many changes I shall have to encounter. I shall, no doubt, be
troublesome to you at first; but I trust, by persevering efforts, to
acquire that selfreliance I now understand to be so essential to my new
condition in life.”
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