Burl had no difficulty in detaching the small insect and casting it
away, but in doing so he discovered that others had hidden themselves in
his fur without his knowledge. He plucked them away and found more.
While savages can be highly tolerant of vermin too small to be seen,
they feel a peculiar revolt against serving as host to creatures of
sensible size. Burl reacted violently--as once he had reacted to the
discovery of a leech clinging to his heel. He jerked off his loin-cloth
and beat it savagely with his spear.
When it was clean, he still felt a wholly unreasonable sense of
humiliation. It was not clearly thought out, of course. Burl feared huge
insects too much to hate them. But that small creatures should fasten
upon him produced a completely irrational feeling of outrage. For the
first time in very many years or centuries a human being upon the
forgotten planet felt that he had been insulted. His dignity had been
assailed. Burl raged.
But as he raged, a triumphant shout came from nearby. Jon and Dor were
returning from their foraging, loaded down with edible mushroom. They,
also, had taken a step upward toward the natural dignity of men. They
had so far forgotten their terror as to shout in exultation at their
find of food. Up to now, Burl had been the only man daring to shout. Now
there were two others.
In his overwrought state this was also enraging. The result of hurt
vanity on two counts was jealousy, and the result of jealousy was a
crazy foolhardiness. Burl ground his teeth and insanely resolved to do
something so magnificent, so tremendous, so utterly breathtaking that
there could be no possible imitation by anybody else. His thinking was
not especially clear. Part of his motivation had been provided by the
oil-beetle larvae. He glared about him at the deepening dusk, seeking
some exploit, some glamorous feat, to perform immediately, even in the
night.
He found one.
_7. JOURNEY THROUGH DEATH_
It was late dusk and the reddened clouds overhead were deepening
steadily toward black. Dark shadows hung everywhere. The clay cliff cut
off all vision to one side, but elsewhere Burl could see outward until
the graying haze blotted out the horizon. Here and there, bees droned
homeward to hive or burrow. Sometimes a slender, graceful wasp passed
overhead, its wings invisible by the swiftness of their vibration.
A few butterflies lingered hungrily in the distance, seeking the few
things they could still feast upon. No moth had wakened yet to the
night. The cloud-bank grew more sombre. The haze seemed to close in and
shrink the world that Burl could see.
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