The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 1 of 2)Yates, Edmund
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The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 1 of 2)
Yates, Edmund
Fiction
The effect of her husband's letter on Mrs. Wilmot's mind, strengthened
by the view taken of its contents by Henrietta Prendergast, was of the
most serious and injurious nature. Hitherto the unhappiness which had
possessed her had been negative--had been literally unhappiness, the
absence of joy; but from the hour she read Wilmot's letter, and talked
over it with her friend, all that was negative in her state of mind
changed to the positive. Hitherto she had been jealous--jealous as
only a woman of a thoroughly proud, sensitive, secretive, and sullen
nature can be--of an abstraction. Her husband's profession was the
_bête noir_ of her existence, was the barrier between her and the
happiness for which she vainly longed and pined. She had looked around
her, and seen other women whose husbands were also working bees in the
world's great hive; but their work did not absorb them to the
exclusion of home interests, and the deadening of the sweet and
blessed sympathies which lent happiness all its glow, and robbed
sorrow of half its gloom. Her husband had never spoken an unkind word
to her in his life, had never refused her a request, or denied her a
pleasure; but he had never spoken a word to her which told her that
the first place in his life was hers; he had never cared to anticipate
a request or to share a pleasure. To a woman like Mabel Wilmot, in
whose character there was a strong though wholly unsuspected element
of romance, there was an inexhaustible source of suffering in these
facts, combined with her husband's proverbial devotion to his
profession. Not a clever woman, thoroughly conventional in all her
ideas, without a notion of the possibility of altering the routine of
her life to any pattern which might take her fancy, a dreamer, and
incurably shy, especially with him, who never discerned that there was
anything beneath the surface of her placid, equable, rather cold
manner to be understood, she had ample materials within herself for
misery; and she had always made the most of them.
An incalculable addition had been made to her store by Wilmot's
letter, and Henrietta Prendergast's comments. Mabel wrote to Mr.
Foljambe, under the observation and by the dictation of her friend,
merely repeating the words of her husband's letter; and during that
performance, and the ensuing conversation, she had felt sufficiently
black and bitter to have satisfied any fiend who might have been
waiting about for the chance of gratifying his malignity by the coming
to grief of human affairs. But it was when she was left alone, when
her friend had gone away, and she was in her solitary room--all the
trivial occupations of the day at an end, and only the long hours of
the night, often sleepless hours to her, to be faced--that she gave
way to the intensity of the bitterness of her spirit; that she looked
into and sounded the darkness and the depth of the gulf of sorrow
which had opened before her feet.
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