The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 1 of 2)Yates, Edmund
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The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 1 of 2)
Yates, Edmund
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"My dear Mabel," remonstrated Henrietta, "do you mean to tell me that,
feeling very ill, you have actually suffered your husband to leave
you? Is that right, Mabel? Is it right to yourself or fair to him?"
"Fair to _him!_" returned Mrs. Wilmot with a scornful emphasis. "The
idea of anything I do being fair or unfair to _him_. I am so important
to him, am I not? His life is so largely influenced by me? Really,
Henrietta, I don't understand you."
"O yes, you do," said her friend; and she seated herself beside her,
and took her feverish hands firmly in hers; "you understand me
perfectly. What is the illness, Mabel? How do you suffer, and why are
you concealing it?"
"I suffer always, and in all ways," said Mabel, twitching her hands
impatiently from her friend's grasp, and averting her face, down which
tears began slowly to trickle. "I have not been well for a long time;
and would not one think that _he_ might have seen it? He can be full
of skill and perception in everyone's case but mine."
Henrietta Prendergast was troubled. She was a woman with an odd kind
of conscience. So long as a fact did not come too forcibly before her,
so long as a duty did not imperatively confront her, she would ignore
it; but she would not do the absolutely, the undeniably wrong, nor
leave the obviously and pressingly right undone. Here was a dilemma.
She believed that Wilmot's ignorance of his wife's state of health was
solely the result of her own studious avoidance of complaint, or of
letting him see, during the short periods of every day that they were
together, that she was suffering in any way. Any man whose perceptions
were not quickened by the inspiration of love would be naturally
deceived by the calm tranquillity of Mrs. Wilmot's manner, which, if
occasionally sullen, was apparently influenced in that direction by
trivial causes,--household annoyances, and so forth. And though
Henrietta Prendergast had a grudge against Chudleigh Wilmot, which was
all the stronger and the more lasting that it was utterly
unreasonable, she could not turn a deaf ear to the promptings of her
conscience, which told her she must speak the truth on his behalf now.
"I must say, Mabel," she began, "that I think it is your own fault that
Wilmot has not perceived your state of health. You have carefully
concealed it from him, and now you are angry at your own success. You
must not continue to act thus, Mabel; you will destroy his happiness
and your own."
"_His_ happiness!" repeated Mrs. Wilmot with indescribable bitterness;
"_his_ happiness _and_ mine! I know nothing about his happiness, or
what he has found it in hitherto, and may find it in for the future. I
only know that it has nothing to do with mine; and that I have no
happiness, and never can have any now."
The sullen conviction in Mabel Wilmot's voice impressed her friend
painfully, and kept her silent for a while. Then she said:
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