The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 2 of 2)Yates, Edmund
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The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 2 of 2)
Yates, Edmund
Fiction
Among the old Rhenish towns, at that time of year almost free of
English, save such as from economical motives were there resident,
Wilmot lingered lovingly, and spent many happy weeks. To the ordinary
tourist, eager for his next meal of castles and crags, the town means
simply the hotel where he feeds and rests for the night, while its
inhabitants are represented by the landlord and the waiters, whose
exactions hold no pleasant place in his memory. But those who stay
among them will find the Rhenish burghers kindly, cheery, and
hospitable, with a vein of romance and an enthusiastic love for their
great river strangely mixed up with their national stolidity and
business-like habits. Desiring to avoid even such few of his
countrymen as were dotted about the enormous _salons_ of the hotels,
and yet; to a certain extent, fearing solitude, Wilmot eagerly availed
himself of all the chances offered him for mixing with native society,
and was equally at home in the merchant's parlour, the artist's
_atelier_, or the student's _kneipe_. Pleasant old Vaterland! how
many of us have kindly memories of thee and of thy pleasures,
perhaps more innocent, and certainly cheaper, than those of other
countries,--memories of thy beer combats, and thy romantic sons, our
_confrères_, and thy young women, with such abundance of hair and such
large feet!
At length, when more than three months had glided away, Wilmot
determined upon starting at once for Berlin. He had lazed away his
time pleasantly enough, far more pleasantly than he had imagined would
ever have been practicable, and he had laid the ghosts of his regret
and his remorse more effectually than at one time he had hoped. They
came to him, these spectres, yet, as spectres should come, in the dead
night-season, or at that worst of all times, when the night is dead
and the day is not yet born, when, if it be our curse to lie awake,
all disagreeable thoughts and fancies claim us for their own. The bill
which we "backed" for the friend whose solvency and whose friendship
have both become equally doubtful within the last few weeks; the face
of her we love, with its last-seen expression of jealousy, anger, and
doubt; the pile of neatly-cut but undeniably blank half-sheets of
paper which is some day to be covered with our great work--that great
work which we have thought of so long, but which we are as far as ever
from commencing: all these charming items present themselves to our
dreary gaze at that unholy four-o'clock waking, and chase slumber from
our fevered eyelids. Chudleigh Wilmot's ghosts came too, but less, far
less frequently than at first; and he was in hopes that in process of
time they would gradually forsake him altogether, and leave him to
that calm unemotional existence which was henceforth to be his.
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