The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 2 of 2)Yates, Edmund
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The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 2 of 2)
Yates, Edmund
Fiction
I thought at first he must have been sinking his fees in
some city company that had bust-up, but there's no such thing in the
paper; or that he'd read of some chap being poisoned in mistake, and
that had come home to him, but there's nothing about that either. I
can't make it out.--I say, Tollemache, do you see that Miss Kilsyth's
married? Married to Caird, that good-looking fellow that always used
to be there at Brook-street--tame cat in the house--and that used
to--you know--Adalbert Villa, Omicron-road, eh? Sell for you, old boy;
you were very hard hit in that quarter, weren't you, Tolly?"
So Chudleigh Wilmot went back to his hotel in the cab; and the
friendly waiter, who had seen him depart so full of life and
joyousness, had to help him up the steps, and thought within himself
that the great English doctor would have to seek the assistance of
other members of his craft. But no bodily illness had struck down
Chudleigh Wilmot; he had not recovered his full strength, and the
shock to his nerves had been a little too strong--that was all. So
soon as he found himself alone, after refusing the friendly waiter's
offer of sending for a physician, of getting him restoratives of a
kind which came specially within the resources of the Hôtel de Russie,
such as a roast chicken and a bottle of sparkling Moselle, and after
dispensing with all further assistance or companionship, Wilmot locked
the door of his room, and sat down at the table with the newspaper
spread open before him. He read the paragraph again and again, with an
odd sort of bewildering wonderment that it remained the same, and did
not change before his eyes. No doubt about what it expressed--none.
Madeleine Kilsyth, who had been worshipped by him for months past; and
with whom as his companion he was looking forward to pass his future,
was married to another man--that last fact was expressed in so many
words. It was all over now, the hope and the fear and the longing;
there was an end to it all. If he had only known this three months
ago, what an agony of heart-sickness, of dull despair, of transient
hope, of wearying feverish longing he had been spared! She was gone,
then, so far as he was concerned--taken from him; the one star that
had glimmered on his dark lonely path was quenched, and henceforward
he was to stumble through life in darkness as best he might. That was
a cruel trick of Fortune's, a wretched cruel trick, to keep him back
in his pursuit, to throw obstacles of every kind in his way, but all
the time to let him see his love at the end of the avenue, as he
thought, beckoning to him to overcome them all, to make his way to
her, and carry her off in spite of all opposition; then for all the
obstacles to melt away, for him to have naught to do but gain the
temple unopposed; and when he succeeded in gaining it, for the doors
to be open, the shrine abandoned, the divinity gone!
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