Sussex (England) -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- England -- Fiction
Tom did not tell his family about Thyrza Honey till the morning he
left Sunday Street. He knew they were curious, but he felt that he
would rather face their curiosity than their comments. They were sure
to be pleased at the news from a material standpoint, but against
that he had to balance the fact that the women—except, perhaps,
Ivy—did not like Thyrza, and that his mother still looked upon him
as a little boy, too young to think of marrying. He had looked upon
himself in that light six months ago—it was queer how much older he
felt now. Surely it did not make you all that much older to have the
sergeant howling at you, or to sleep with fifty men in a hut, or to
eat stew out of a dixey.... Yet, the fact remained, that in April he
had felt a boy and in September he felt a man; and, more—he was a
man; for Thyrza had accepted him as her lover, and had promised to
let him fulfil his manhood as her husband.
At present he was content with the first stage. Each day held a new
wonder. Yet he did nothing more wonderful than sit with her in
the little room behind the shop—the sanctuary into which he had so
often peeped in the old days, wondering what Thyrza thought and did
there in the humming firelight, with her kettle and her cat and her
account-books in which all the little traffic of the shop was entered
with sucked pencil and puckered brows.
He would sit by her and hold her hand, so large and soft and firm,
turning it over and over in his own, kissing it back and palm. Her
manner was a little motherly, for she was touched by the fact that
she was the first woman he had ever held or kissed, while her own
experience was deep and bitter. She was older than he was too, and,
as she thought, sharper at the uptake, though certainly he had
improved in this of late. She would hold him in her arms, with his
head against her breast, held between her heart and her elbow, as she
had for a few short minutes held the little baby who died.... She
never asked herself why she loved him so much better than the big,
strong, hairy Bourner, or than Hearsfield, whose hands were white
as a gentleman’s; all she knew was that she loved him, and that she
pitied him for the fond no-reason that he loved her and through her
was learning his first lessons in woman and love.
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