Sussex (England) -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- England -- Fiction
Then before he went home she would make him tea, or supper perhaps,
and herself gain new sweet experience in ministering to the material
wants of the man whose spirit she held. No meal prepared for Honey
had been like this, and they would sit over it cosily together, all
the more conscious of their union when the little buzzing bell of the
shop divided them, and Tom, new privileged, would sit in the back
room listening to Thyrza serving Putlands or Sindens or Bourners or
Hubbles, and getting rid of them as quickly as she could—which, it
must be confessed, was not very quick, for she was far too soft and
kind to turn anyone out who seemed to want to stay. Then the bell
which had divided them would bring them together again as it rang
behind the departing shopper, and Thyrza would come back to the lover
waiting for her in the red twilight beside the singing fire.
They did not go out together till the last evening. Then he came to
tea and stayed to supper, and in the interval they went into the lane
just as the dusk came stealing up the sky. Thyrza had objected at
first.
“We closed early yesterday, and folk ull be vexed if they find us
shut this evenun too.”
“Folk be hemmed! This is my last evenun, and I’m going to taake you
where we can’t hear that tedious liddle bell of yourn.”
“Doan’t miscall my bell, fur it rings when you come to see me. In the
old days when it rang, I used to say to myself, ‘Is that Tom?’ and
look through the winder, hoping....”
“Thyrza, did you love me then?”
“Reckon I did. But I doan’t know as I ever thought much about it, fur
I maade sure as at the raate you wur going it ud be a dunnamany years
afore you started courting praaperly.”
“I’m glad I didn’t wait, surelye. Oh, liddle creature, you can’t know
wot this week’s bin to me. I’ll go out to France feeling ... feeling
... I can’t tell you wot I feel, but it’s as if I wur leaving part
of myself behind, and that the part I left behind wur helping and
backing up the part out there ... it sounds unaccountable silly when
I say it, but it’s wot I’ve got in my heart.”
They were in the big pasture meadow near Little Worge, sitting by the
willow-pond which lay cupped against the lane. It was the first and
the last landmark in Sunday Street—the thick scummed water with the
grey trees dipping their leaves in its stillness. To-day a soft wind
rustled in them, blowing from the west, and scarcely louder than the
wind throbbed the distant guns, the beating of that racked far-off
heart whose terrible secrets Tom was soon to know. Thyrza shuffled
against his side as they sat on the grass.
“Oh, Tom—hear the guns? It’s tar’ble to think of you out there.”
“I’ll come back, surelye.”
“Do you feel as if you will?”
“Surelye—since I’ve left half myself behind.”
Her arms stole round him, and the beating of that far-away heart was
drowned in the beating of his under her cheek.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account