The little of decency that had in these days penetrated into them--no
one can quite escape the impress of the educative years--had during
their life in Naples slipped quite out of sight. In Naples they had
entered into a feckless, laughing world, where they had lived from hand
to mouth, and made friends in every street, and 'drifted about the
bottom.' So drifting, they had been still together. For that reason
everything had so greatly amused them; jests coming their way had, in
passing from the eyes of one to the eyes of the other, acquired an
overpowering humour; the world had been a merry playroom for two. Any
friend made by one of them had been introduced, as a matter of course,
into a three-cornered party; no other way could ever have occurred to
either.
And now, out of life the crucible, immutable values seemed to evolve
themselves. That story which Tommy had found so tedious on the beach at
Baja had been fulfilling itself of late. Life had truly proved a
furnace, whose pitiless flames melted one's bright metal and horribly
burnt one's hands.
Those who in the end emerged from that furnace would certainly know
their metal for what it was. Betty, still in the flames, could look
ahead: she saw with increasing clearness the result of that testing and
the gold that would remain--gold that could not, by any alchemy of newly
acquired knowledge, be proved base.
But if one lost that gold, then life--the essential interpretation of
it--would end there. It were better that the name of it--the poor
kernelless shell--should be swiftly crushed too. It would, no doubt,
find itself crushed somehow before long, because no continuance of it
was in the least degree imaginable. One cannot separate two lives so
tied together.
So, through the slow hours, life resolved itself into certainties, that
rose like sharp rocks out of the mists of doubt. With their increasing
clearness of outline, the emptiness of the other arm-chair became a
jarring outrage; it was as if, to one who has learnt to say, 'This one
thing matters, this one thing I must have,' the curt reply is flung,
'This one thing for the present you must go lacking.' The solitude
became an offence, insupportable, oppressive.
Betty horribly wanted Tommy; it seemed that she had never wanted
anything else, so the slow hours had stretched.
Between two and three the city shook with a stronger motion, more
violent and prolonged. In the streets buildings must surely be
falling.... Betty went out to see.
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