'It wouldn't work--for any of us,' with a new gentle cadence in her
tone. Then she went on: 'Tommy and I have got each other. We can help
each other, and no one else in the world can help us. Don't you see?
Because we know each other so awfully well; we mean a good deal to each
other, you know. There's always been just us two. There always will be,
and that's the one thing that really matters--the one thing that always
will matter. In the end no one else c-counts.'
In that was the ring of certainty; it had not needed to be thought out;
it was as if it had always been there, waiting to be defined.
After a moment Betty went on, with this time a little tremor in the
tired monotony of her voice.
'I think I should like you to understand--how it's been, you know,
always. We've had each other, but we've had no one else much, ever. We
rather brought ourselves up; we weren't taught anything about--well, all
the things that I suppose you were taught. We came to England when we
were about thirteen and fourteen; we hated it, the awful w-weather and
all our relations. Directly Tommy left school we came back to Italy,
and--well, Tommy got work here. And we knew nobody but--but--well, you
probably know the sort our friends are; I expect the others have told
you,' she added in parenthesis, with a passing glint of laughter,
remembering how Prudence had not sought the close acquaintance which
should enable her to know. 'We're very fond of them,' she added, and
affection submerged the laughter; 'we've had g-good times together.
Well, we hadn't much to live on, and the people round us gambled and ran
up debts, and never paid them till they had to; and we did, too. We
didn't think--or care--whether the things we did were decent, or honest,
or anything of that sort. We just went on from day to day, playing
round with each other and our friends, and we were very happy.... I
don't think, somehow, that we've ever had a proper chance.... And when
you j-judge us, you might, perhaps, remember that.'
Prudence, who had listened gravely in silence, as always, said now:
'How should I judge you, or you me? I have not done that, ever.'
Betty said, smiling a little sadly:
'No; you only--you only kept away. I know.... But all the same, I should
like you to understand a little.'
'I do understand,' said Prudence.
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