An English summer’s night lay before me in all its silver splendor--huge
shadows of trees, scented coolness of the air, and damp smoothness of
turf beneath my tread. The exultation of life’s bigness and cleanness
came upon me. I knew now that it was right to be proud of the body and
to love the body. Oh, why had it been left to a glimpse in the dusk of a
young girl’s face to teach me that? At a rush I had become possessed
of all the codes of mediaeval chivalry. Every woman, however old
or unpleasing, was for Fiesole’s sake most perfect--a person to be
worshiped; for in serving her I should be serving Fiesole. What a name
to have! How all her perfectness was summed up in the beauty of those
full vowel sounds, _Fi-es-sol-le_.
I trespassed again in the garden. In the quiet of the rose-scented night
I entered the summer-house.
Far away the nightingales sang on. There were words to their chanting
now and their song was no, longer melancholy. And these were the words
as I heard them: “_Fiesole--Fiesole--Fiesole. Love in the world. Love in
the world. Glad--glad--glad._”
CHAPTER VI--WHAT IS LOVE?
My secret was too big and beautiful to keep to myself. There was no one
I could tell it to save the Bantam. But the Bantam had grown shy of me;
he knew that within myself I had been laughing at him. He turned away
when I tried to catch his eye, and bent with unaccustomed diligence
above his lessons.
Not till after lunch did I get a chance to approach him. All the other
boys had changed into flannels and had hurried off to the cricket-nets.
I wandered into the empty playground and there found him seated alone
in a corner. His knees were drawn up so that his chin rested on them; in
his eyes was a far-away sorrowful expression. I halted before him.
“Bantam.”
He did not look up, but I knew by the twitching of his hands that he had
heard.
“Bantam, I’ve got something to tell you.”
Slowly he turned his head. He was acting the part of Hamlet and I was
vastly impressed. “Is it about Ruthita?”
“Partly. But it’s happened to me too, Bantam.”
“Wot?”
“A girl.”
A genuine look of live-boy astonishment overspread his countenance.
“A girl!” he ejaculated. “But there ar’n’t any about--unless you mean
Pigtails.”
Pigtails was Beatrice Sneard, and I felt that an insult was being
leveled at me.
“If you say that again, I’ll punch your head.”
“Oh, so it is Pigtails.” He rose to his feet lazily and began to take
off his jacket. “Come on and punch it.”
But a fight wasn’t at all what I wanted. So I walked straight up to him
with my hands held down.
“Silly ass, how could it be Pigtails? Do I look that sort? It’s another
girl. I came to you ’cause you’re in love, and you’ll understand. I’ve
been a beast to you--won’t you be friends?”
I held out my hand and he took it with surly defiance. I was too eager
for sympathy, however, to be discouraged.
“She’s called Fiesole,” I said. “Isn’t that beautiful?”
“Ruthita’s better.”
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