Christian fiction; Future life -- Fiction; Spiritualism -- Fiction
The special matter to which I refer was this: I desired to be permitted
to visit human homes, and set myself, as well as I might, to the effort
of cultivating their kindliness. I longed to cherish the sacred graces
of human speech. I wished to emphasize the opportunity of those who
love each other. I groaned within me, till I might teach the
preciousness and the poignancy of _words_. It seemed to me that if I
might but set the whole force of a man's experience and a spirit's
power to make an irritable scene in loving homes held as degrading as a
blow, that I could say what no man ever said before, and do what no
spirit would ever do again.
If this be called an exaggerated view of a specific case, I can only
say that every human life learns one lesson perfectly, and is qualified
to teach that, and that alone, as no other can. This was mine.
When, therefore, I received the summons to which I have alluded, I
inferred that the wish of my heart had been heard, and I set forth
joyfully, expecting to be sent upon some service of the nature at which
I have hinted. My soul was full of it, and I made haste to depart,
putting no question in the way of my obedience. No information,
indeed, was granted to me beyond the fact that I should follow a
certain course until I came to its apparent end, and there await what
should occur, and act as my heart prompted. The vagueness of this
command stirred my curiosity a little, I confess; but that only added
to the pleasure of the undertaking. It would be difficult to say how
much relief I found in being occupied once again to some purpose, like
a man. But it would be impossible to tell the solemn happiness I had
in being counted fit humbly to fulfil the smallest trust placed in me
by Him who was revealed, at this late, last moment, after all, to me,
unworthy.
I set forth alone. The child was left behind me with a neighbour, for
so I thought the way of wisdom in this matter. Following only the
general directions which I had received, I found myself soon within the
open country toward the region of the hills. As I advanced, the
scenery became familiar to me, and I was not slow to recognize the path
as the one which I myself had trodden on my first entrance to the city
wherein of recent days I had found my home. I stopped to consider this
fact, and to gather landmarks, gazing about me diligently and musing on
my unknown course; for the ways divided before me as foot-paths do in
fields, each looking like all and all like each. While I stood
uncertain, and sensitively anxious to make no mistake, I heard the hit!
hit! of light feet patting the grass behind me, and, turning, saw a
little fellow coming like the morning wind across the plain. His
bright hair blew straight before him, from his forehead. He ran
sturdily. How beautiful he was!
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