The Glebe 1914/04 (Vol. 2, No. 1): CollectsTraubel, Horace
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The Glebe 1914/04 (Vol. 2, No. 1): Collects
Traubel, Horace
American essays -- 20th century; Literature, Modern -- 20th century -- Periodicals
To leave no door unopened. Is there any short cut from a man to himself?
Every time you shut a door you shut it on yourself. When you close one
out you are one time shut in. When you close the people out you are
millions of times shut in. You cant shut out without shutting in. Every
dollar you lay away against others is laid away against yourself. The
barrier you set up against the world. It's as hard for you to get over
it as for the world to get over it. It's like hating somebody. You may
do him some harm. But you do yourself worse harm. Your hate could not
stick to him. But it sticks to you. The hater always wears the scars of
hate. You cant have yourself unless you have others. The penalty of
being exclusive is exclusion. You feed only one light. If you put that
light out for me you put it out for yourself. I know you think you can
go it alone. But you cant. You may stand very firm. But you are on the
common ground. There is no other ground. You may breathe in the air off
your housetop. But you breathe the common air. There is no other air.
Nothing will work if it is set up to separate individuals or peoples. It
may last for awhile. But it cant be perpetuated. That which is not
rooted in the people cannot survive in the person. You cant alienate
your life. You can kill yourself. But you cant alienate yourself. You
may do it through an income. You may do it through an art. You may do it
through ambition. It makes no difference how. But you are from then on
dead. You may still hang around. But you are dead. For no man can live
only in his own few feet and pounds of mortal flesh. He needs a world to
live in. To live in a world means to live the life of that world. Not
monkeyishly. Not as a slave. No. But within the horizon of its ideals
and sympathies. Living the world's life in your own way. Giving the
world's life your identity. But living it. Not trying to break with it.
Not using property or fame or anything as a pretext for isolation. Our
institutions and systems are arbitrary checks put upon the spirit. Even
seats of learning. Even exhibitions of pictures. The artist is used as a
check upon art. That is, upon life. He is put in the way instead of
leading the way. You cant steer a world into your back yard. But you can
steer your back yard into a world. You say man cant live by bread alone.
No. He cant. He must live by love. He cant live in himself alone. He can
only live in the crowd. How can you pass from yourself to yourself
again? With all the money between. With the power between. With the
pride between. With the ambition between. How can you? How can you hope
to live a true life in such a false relation? How can you expect to lead
a seeing life in such a blind contingency? You are all closed out as
well as closed in. It cant matter which side of the door you are on. It
is equally fatal either side of that door. Worse, if worse either side,
on the inside than the outside. It is better to be closed out than to
close out.
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