The Glebe 1914/04 (Vol. 2, No. 1): CollectsTraubel, Horace
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The Glebe 1914/04 (Vol. 2, No. 1): Collects
Traubel, Horace
American essays -- 20th century; Literature, Modern -- 20th century -- Periodicals
Have you sold your soul for dirt? And what have you sold your body for?
Have you given away what you are for what you can get? Have you traded
off your body for your soul or your soul for your body? Or have you gone
on taking both with you on equal terms? You may think you have profited
when you have lost. You may believe you are a victor when you are
defeated. I have no quarrel with the earth. But dirt can never take the
place of a man. Nor can a man's living ever take the place of a man's
life. What a man does may be successful. And what a man is may be a
failure. Any one thing in the place of any other thing is a failure. If
we want a man goods wont do. If we want love money wont do. If we want
faith comfort wont do. If we want beauty falsehood wont do. You are all
talking about making your way. Making your way to what? It all depends
on that. To what? A man may make his way. He may cut a tremendous
figure. He may outpace everyone and invite envy and admiration. He may
do all that and still be dead. And then he may do all that is the
opposite of that. He may be the most lamented man in his crowd. He may
do and be all that and still be alive. It's always harder to know what
to do with too much than with too little. I readily get used to
reverses. But I can never quite accommodate myself to a triumph. When
things go against me I always have myself left in my own favor. But when
things go for me I always have myself asking me questions I cant answer.
My body and my soul are imperative. I cant make light of their demands.
Let me sell them out: then what happens? Dirt begets dirt. Reach outside
yourself for something that is only to be found inside yourself: then
what happens? Every grain of sand that gets where it dont belong
interrupts the revolution of the planets. Down the sunbeam dances the
anarchic atom. Have you sold your soul for dirt? Sold your soul for
something not itself? Sold your soul to the alien? I do not accuse you.
I ask you a question. I do not say you do wrong. I ask you why you do
not do right. I do not say you are outside the fold. I invite you inside
the fold. I have no wish to make you a good man or a bad man. I want you
to come into what you were born for. I want you to step out of the way
of the universe and to step into the way of yourself. Do not confuse my
values. I am no despiser of the body. I am no enemy of markets. You may
sell your soul for dirt. Sell sermons as easily as sell goods. I see the
best in the house of Man and the worst in the house of God. I do not
charge. I persuade. I build no fires to burn anybody up. I only build
fires to light the way. Have you betrayed yourself with thirty pieces of
silver? Have you sold yourself? Have you permitted yourself to be sold?
Are you exposed for sale on the bargain counters? You are consigned to
yourself in trust. Have you betrayed your trust? The world is consigned
to itself in trust. Has it betrayed its trust? Have you sold your soul
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