The God of Civilization: A RomancePittock, M. A., Mrs.
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The God of Civilization: A Romance
Pittock, M. A., Mrs.
Dime novels; Love stories; Oceania -- Description and travel -- Fiction
Mabel’s convalescence was slow and tedious, and, had it not been for the
constant attendance of Ahleka in the sick-room, Mabel would have found
it hard to endure the weary days. Mrs. Maynard was glad to leave the
care of Mabel to her daughter, Lucy Howard, who was most devoted in the
care of the sick girl. Lucy had remained at her mother’s house all
through Mabel’s illness. She grew more and more attached to the gentle
invalid each day. Mabel’s strong, self-reliant nature was so different
from her own. Lucy was one of those women to whom love and kindly
treatment seem a necessity of life. She had looked for love from her
mother, but Mrs. Maynard was not a woman capable of any really true,
deep feeling, and when her daughter had failed to be a social success
she could only meet Lucy’s longing for sympathy, with disappointed
repining, and complaints that Lucy was herself responsible for her own
unhappiness.
In Lucy Howard’s married life had been no gleam of happiness, not even
in the first few months of wedded life did Mr. Harry Howard think it
necessary to defer to his wife’s wishes in anything, for, he would say
to himself, “She married me for money and she has got what she married
me for; while I married her because, well, just because I thought she
would make me a stunning wife. But, bah! She is as insipid as stale
champagne. What man wants a wife who acts as she does? If I’d had the
least idea that she would have fallen in love with me, her own husband,
I wouldn’t have married her, I swear I wouldn’t. For, about the most
unpleasant thing a man can have happen to him is to have a woman fall
desperately in love with him. They’re so exacting.” In this way the
dashing Mr. Howard commiserated himself. The fact that the heart of this
charming girl of eighteen, who possessed a sweet, affectionate
disposition, in spite of the false training given her by her mother,
should have turned to him with a vast longing for his love in return,
had struck him as not a pleasant thing. During the past three years he
had shamelessly neglected her, until now, Lucy felt only an intense
loathing when she thought of her husband, the father of her little Mae.
During the time that Mabel was still confined to her room, the most
affectionate friendship had sprung up between the two cousins. Lucy had
confided to Mabel the troubles with which her life was so full. One
evening the two had been sitting for some time without speaking, when
suddenly Lucy exclaimed:
“Mabel, I wish I could take my little Mae away from all this world of
pretense and falsity, to some place where she would grow up among those
who are pure and true in their lives. I have thought many times—but that
was before you came home—that I would take my little daughter and enter
a convent; there, in religious seclusion, to bring her up free from the
knowledge of the hollowness of the world.”
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