Children's stories; Young women -- Juvenile fiction
A week? was it only a week ago? Hazel wondered. Those three
days of prostration had seemed to put whole continents of time
between her and the wild walk across the hill-top; though the
traces of that day, and of the weeks that went before, were still
visible enough. Not strong yet, to withstand and manage the
incoming tide of new thoughts and prospects and responsibilities,
she took all the petting and pleasure and care with the most
gravely girlish face imaginable. Watching her two companions,
listening to them, and giving them now and then a bright blush or
smile out of the midst of her thoughts, yet all the time conscious of
the thoughts as well.
No, she has not quite all he could wish; not all that he ought to
have. She knew that; she had known it ever since last winter; and
whatever love and devotion could do, let the supply be never so
unlimited, they could not do all. There would be ground he would
occupy, where she could not stand by his side; there would be
work he would do, which she was not fit to share. Would be? there
was now. This coming in among his labours and plans had brought
it home to her keenly. All the same, she could take no new stand
just to please him; it would not be true, she could not keep up to it,
could not act it out. Was she ready, for other reasons, to take such
a stand? The old tangle of perplexed questions seemed closing her
in again; and now and then, between whiles, when Rollo was
looking away, the brown eyes studied him; as if studying his face
would magnetize her out of her difficulties,the one person in all
the world who belonged to her, and to whom she belonged. But it
was intensely like Wych Hazel, that the more she realized this, the
more she hung back from following in the steps of his Christian
life merely because they were his. They should be true _for her_, or
she would not take them at all.
The talk at the table ran a good deal upon matters and things in the
Hollow. Gyda knew the ins and outs of many a house there; she
could illustrate and prove the truth of some of Rollo's statements,
and she could suggest wants, even if she did not know to contrive
the remedy.
'There's something you haven't thought of yet, Olaf,' she observed.
'They are just heathens and savages down there.'
'What makes you think I have not thought of it?'
'Well, you haven't begun to plan for it.'
'How can you venture to say that?'
'I haven't heard you say a word.'
'Do you think, Hazel, that proves anything?'
'It would not with me,' she said. 'But Mrs. Boërresen should know
you.'
'She should,' said Rollo. 'It appears she don't.'
'You talk of a great many other things,' said the old woman
smiling. 'I've been waiting to hear when _that_ would come up. What
are you going to do, lad?'
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