The Gold that Glitters: The Mistakes of Jenny LavenderHolt, Emily Sarah
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The Gold that Glitters: The Mistakes of Jenny Lavender
Holt, Emily Sarah
Historical fiction
"Going to save it for your wedding-day?" Jenny felt very little
inclined for jests; the rather since she was beginning to feel extremely
doubtful if she would ever have any wedding-day at all. She felt
instinctively that a jewel such as King Charles's clasp was not fit for
her to wear. Tom would not like to see it, she well knew; he detested
anything which looked like ostentation. And, perhaps, Christ would not
like it too. Would it not interfere with the wearing of that other
ornament of a meek and quiet spirit, with which He desired His
handmaidens to adorn themselves? Jenny resolved that she would not put
on the clasp.
"No, Kate, I shouldn't like to wear it," she said quietly. "I've got it
put by safe, and you can see it whenever you have a mind: but it's best
there."
"Thou'rt right, my lass," said old Mrs Lavender.
"Well, I shouldn't like you to lose it, of course," admitted Kate.
Jenny fancied, and with a heavy heart, that Tom carefully avoided
speaking to her in the churchyard. Old Anthony and Persis had a kind
word for her, but though Tom went away in their company, carrying his
aunt's books, he never came up to speak with Jenny. It distressed her
the more because Kate said afterwards:
"Have you had words with Tom Fenton, Jenny? I asked him if he'd a
grudge against you, that he never spoke."
"What did he say?" asked Jenny quickly.
"He didn't say neither yea nor nay," answered Kate, laughing.
The afternoon brought several young people, and there was, as usual,
plenty of mirth and chatter. Jenny felt utterly out of tune for it, and
slipped out of the back door into the lane. She went slowly up, feeling
very low-spirited, and wondering what God was going to do with her.
When she came to the gate of the bean-field--the place where Tom had
overtaken her a few evenings before--she stopped, and resting her arms
upon the gate, watched the sun sinking slowly to the west. Thinking
herself quite alone, she said aloud, sorrowfully--"Oh dear! I wonder if
I've never done anything but make mistakes all my life!"
"Ay, we made one the other night, didn't we?" said a voice behind her.
Jenny kept her start to herself.
"Yes, we did, Tom," she replied soberly.
"I've made a many afore now," said Tom gravely.
"Not so many as me," answered Jenny, sorrowfully.
"Tell me your biggest, Jenny, and you shall hear mine."
"There's no doubt of that, Tom. The biggest mistake ever I made was
when I fancied God's service was all gloom and dismalness."
"Right you are, Jenny. That's about the biggest anybody can make. But
what was the second, now?"
"Oh look, Tom, those, lovely colours!" cried Jenny, suddenly seized with
a fervent admiration for the sunset. "Them red streaks over the gold,
and the purple away yonder--isn't it beautiful?"
"It is, indeed. But that second mistake, Jenny?"
"Nay, I was to hear your biggest, you know," said Jenny slily.
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