The golden windmill, and other storiesAumonier, Stacy
Philosophy
The golden windmill, and other stories
Aumonier, Stacy
English fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, English
The day wore on, and he still continued his work in a dazed, preoccupied
manner. When the evening came, a feeling of exhaustion crept over him.
Yes, probably he was tired. He wanted a rest and change. How fortunate he
was. And yet he dreaded breaking the news to Clara. She would immediately
demand a complete social upheaval. A new house, new furniture, luxuries,
and parties, and social excitements. He arrived home late. During supper
he was very silent.
“I will tell her afterwards,” he thought. Annie was in bed. She should be
told to-morrow. But to-night it must be broken to Clara. After all, it
was true, she _was_ his wife. It was the fair thing to do. He tried to
recall the moments of passion and tenderness of the early days of their
honeymoon, but all the other ugly visions kept dancing before his eyes.
He lighted his pipe and gazed around the untidy room. Perhaps she would
improve. Perhaps the changed conditions would soften her, and make her
more amenable. But still, she was his wife, and if she wished to live in
the Camden Road, well....
It was nearly dark, and Clara went out of the room, humming. She seemed
peculiarly cheerful to-night. Almost as if she knew.... He fingered the
cheque in his breast-pocket. She had gone upstairs—probably to fetch a
novel. She adored a certain kind of novel. When she came down, he would
lay the cheque on the table, and say:
“Look, Clara; see what has happened to us!”
And then he would be a little tender with her, try and make her
understand how he felt. They would start all over again.
And then happened a variant of that hypothetical case described at the
beginning of this story. Only, in this case it was the woman who went out.
Jim was sitting there with his fingers on the cheque that was to be
their means of reconciliation, and with the tears already banked in his
unuttered speech, when Clara put her head in the door. She had her hat
on. She said:
“I’m going to the post.”
Jim removed his hand from his breast-pocket. He sat back, and heard the
door slam.
“I’ll tell her when she comes in.”
Clara never came in. He waited half-an-hour, and then he thought:
“She’s gone to some dissipation with a friend. Oh, well, I must wait up
till she returns, I suppose. I’m sorry she has disappointed me on—a night
like this, though.”
He sat dreaming in the chair, till he became suddenly painfully aware of
cold. It was quite dark. He lighted the gas. It was one o’clock. He felt
his heart beating with a physical dread. Something had happened to Clara.
Perhaps she had been run over, at the very moment when everything was
going to change for the better for her. He blundered his way out into the
hall, where a gas-jet flickered feebly, and groped for his overcoat. On
it he found a note pinned. He turned up the gas higher, and read:
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