"I love my work. Besides, you will live your own life, and so you
must grow up and love someone and marry her. I can't depend on any one
but myself," she added, a little bitterly.
Luke stared into the fire. Perhaps this tousle-haired, freckle-faced
boy surmised his sister's love-story. If so no one--least of all his
sister--should ever hear of the facts from his lips.
"I'm never going to get married. I want to make a lot of money like
Mr. O'Valley did--quick. Then we'll go and live in Europe and maybe
I'll get a steam yacht and we'll hunt for buried treasure," he could
not refrain from adding.
"All right, dear. Just work hard for now and be my pal; we'll let the
future take care of itself. Another thing--we want to have as merry a
Christmas as if mother were with us. It's the only thing to do or else
we'll find ourselves morbid and unable to keep going."
Shamed tears were stoically refused entrance into Luke's blue eyes. "I
guess I'll buy you a silver-backed comb and brush. I got some extra
money."
"Oh, Luke--dear!" Mary made the fatal error of trying to hug him. He
wriggled away.
"Trudy never came near us," he said, sternly.
Mary was silent.
"But Mr. O'Valley came like a regular----"
"Don't you think you ought to get to bed?" Mary changed the subject.
"Sleep in the room next to mine if you like."
"When are you coming upstairs?"
"Soon. I want to look over the letters."
Luke rose and pretended a nonchalant stretching.
"Are you going to the office right away?"
"Not until New Year's."
Something in the tired way she spoke evoked Luke's pity and sent him
away to smother his boy-man's grief by promises of a glorious future
in which his sister should live in the lap of luxury.
With its customary shock death had for the time being given Mary a
false estimate of her mother and herself, the usual neurasthenic
experience people undergo at such a time. It seemed, as she sat alone
by the fire, that she must have been a strangely selfish and
ungrateful child who misunderstood, neglected, and underestimated her
mother, and she would be forced to live with reproachful memories the
rest of her days. Each difference of opinion--and there had been
little else--which had risen between them was magnified into brutal
injustice on Mary's part and righteous indignation on her mother's.
This state of mind would find a proper readjustment in time but that
did not comfort Mary at the present moment. Her mother was dead, and
when a mother is gone so is the home unless someone bravely slips into
the absent one's place without delay and assumes its responsibilities
and credits. For Luke's sake this was what Mary had resolved to do.
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