money, and every time she got anything for herself she got its mate for
my mother. Don't you think that was pretty generous?"
Miss Blake bit her lip. "One can't judge, Nan," she said. "If your
mother shared her home with this girl and she had money and your mother
had not, I think it was only right that they should share the money
too. No, I do not think it was generous."
Nan tossed her head. "Well, I think it was and so does Delia," she
retorted hotly.
"It is easy enough to give when one has plenty," pursued the governess,
almost sternly. "But when one has little and one gives that--well,
then it is hard and then perhaps one may be what the world calls
generous, though I should call it merely grateful."
Nan did not understand very clearly. She thought Miss Blake meant to
disparage her mother's friend, the woman she had been brought up to
think was one of the noblest beings on earth. She felt angry and hurt
and almost regretted that she had confided the story to her since she
made so little of her heroine's conduct.
"I don't care; I think she was perfectly fine and so does Delia. My
mother just loved her and I guess she knew whether she was generous or
not. When she went away my mother was wild. She cried her eyes out.
But she married my father soon after that, and then--well, my
grandmother died and then my grandfather, and I was born and my mother
died and--O dear me! it was dreadful. Delia says many and many a time
she has gone down on her knees and just prayed that that girl would
come back, but she has never come and she won't now, because it is
years and years ago and maybe she's dead herself by this time. Do you
think Delia would have prayed for Miss Severance to come back if she
hadn't been the best and most generous girl in the world?"
Miss Blake smiled faintly. "That settles it, Nan!" she declared. "If
Delia wanted her back she must at least have tried to be good. And
even trying is something, isn't it? And now, how do you think luncheon
would taste?"
Nan was more than ever inclined to be sulky. Her loyalty was touched.
Not alone did Miss Blake fail to appreciate her heroine, but she showed
quite plainly that she did not want to hear about her. "All the time I
was talking she fidgeted around and looked too unhappy for anything. I
guess she needn't think she's the only one in the world that can make
people love her. I don't think it's very nice to be jealous of a
person you never saw. Pooh! I like what she said about trying to be
good. I guess Delia knows," said Nan.
They ate their luncheon together in the library, and after they had
finished Miss Blake excused herself and went upstairs to prepare to go
out.
"After being in the house all the morning one needs a change," she
said, "and it would be a sin to spend all of this glorious day indoors."
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