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"What about Francis?" he asked, after a short pause. "He wants you as
much as ever. He told me so."
She looked troubled. "I know he does," she said. "He told me so too."
He waited for her to go on.
"I like him as much as ever," she said, "for what he is."
"For what he is!" he echoed.
"What he is isn't what I want now," she said, not without hesitation.
"It would be different if I were in love with him, as I suppose he is
with me,--poor Francis! If I felt like that I should not mind what I did
or where I went with him."
"My dear child, you talk as if he'd take you out to the wilds. You'd
live where you liked, within reach of London. He has to stick to it
closer than I do, at present. You couldn't live right away, like this.
But--"
"Oh, it wouldn't be the same," she said. "But it isn't that, Dad. I
don't love him. I thought I might, perhaps, last year, enough to live
whatever life he liked with him. But now I know I never can. He isn't
what I want."
"What do you want?" he asked, throwing a glance at her.
"Only you, darling," she said lightly. "Don't worry me about Francis.
I'm worried about him a little myself, because I do like him, and we're
friends. But he'll get over it, and find somebody else. I'm heart-free,
Dad. Really I am. I love you and B, and Barbara and Bunting, and the
Dragon, and every single soul who lives at Abington, except Lord
Salisbury; and he's going soon. When I begin to love somebody else I'll
let you know. I don't suppose you'll have me on your hands all your
life, but you'll have me for a good long time to come. Let's have a
canter."
He was pleased enough. If she had wanted to marry Francis Parry he would
have resigned her, and felt that it was the right thing. But he didn't
want that, or any other marriage for her, yet. He only wanted to be sure
that he was not keeping her selfishly; and her words, and more than her
words, her tone, relieved him of any doubt on that subject. And her love
for Abington, and her wish to make his home for him there suited him.
She was more his at Abington than she could be in London.
But he made up his mind that the succession of guests should not fail at
Abington. She must not live out of the world, as he and his like
estimated the world, at her age. He did not want her to become like the
three loud good-natured horsey Pemberton girls, who in spite of their
parentage and their wide relationships would always be country cousins,
wherever they went. Country cousins who came from such a house as Grays
were well enough in their way, but it was not the way of the world that
Caroline belonged to, the world that she was so fitted to adorn, and
they were not.
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