Blessing and cursing -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Romanies -- Fiction
He saw by the sadness in her look and the way in which she shut her
mouth fast that some especially anxious thought connected with this
stay in London troubled her.
“Won’t you tell me what is the other thing?” he asked, gently. “You
have already said you regard me as a friend, and it will be a relief
to you to tell me your worries, since you say you have never any one
to speak to.”
“I don’t know quite how to put it,” she said, as she meditatively
stroked her horse’s neck and ears with her whip. “It seems so
egotistical to be boring you with so much about myself. But this
season, this presentation to the Queen, and the balls and parties that
will follow, for which I have been trained so long, what will it all
mean in the end, but that I am to show off my graces and
accomplishments and wear smart clothes, so that I may attract an offer
of marriage? And if any come, there will be no question of love or
liking on my part; my father’s intention is just to hand me over to
the best bidder. The Chase is gloomy and dreary and prison-like, and I
am often very lonely; but it is a thousand times better than to be
married to the man who has the highest title and the largest fortune
among those who may condescend to take notice of me,” she went on,
bitterly. “Why, if I could stoop to such a marriage, there would not
be a scullery-maid at the Chase, or a cottager on my father’s
property, who would not have the right to despise me!”
“But you might meet some one among these men of rank and wealth whom
you might like,” suggested Lord Carthew. “Having a title and money
doesn’t absolutely debar any one from being capable of inspiring
love.”
“I suppose it is my training and my contradictory nature,” she said,
“but I must own that the fact of a man wearing a title would be a
reason with me for having a strong prejudice against him to start
with.”
“Isn’t that rather unfair?”
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