“Yes. And the young lady--Miss Christmas did you say it was?--told me
that you had taken to living down here like an anchorite, and offered
to show me the way. What’s happened to you, Dick? You used to be such
a free and open chap.”
I looked into his honest glowing face. The craving for comradeship,
the craving to pour out my heart of sorrow and difficulty to a friend,
tried, sympathetic and attached as I knew this one to be, rose
suddenly in me with an irresistible force. I had dwelt so long,
corroding, perishing, in my own fateful atmosphere. In confessing to
this dear fellow, I knew that I should only be halving my own burden
of secrecy, not imperilling it. I hardly gave a thought to its unfair
imposition on shoulders so generous and so undeserving. He would not
have wished that I should. In a quick impulse of passion, I told him
everything--the whole story of my life with its shames and discoveries
and humiliations--all the barrenness and impotence of the thing--since
I had last parted with him. And when he had listened to me, silently,
wonderingly, lovingly, at the end he only thanked me for my beautiful
confidence in himself.
He was all immediately that I could have wished and expected him to
be--all, and more--unfortunately a good deal more. His head was not
built for plots and counter-plots. A sense of his magnified importance
in the world, being chosen the trusted accessory of such a man and in
such a secret, puffed him out magnificently. He was eager to be at
once not only my confidant but my coadjutor--to work for me, spy for
me, be my humble auxiliary and comrade in this work of righting a
wrong and forcing retribution on the guilty.
“I’ll watch this Pugsley,” he said, to my astonishment. “I’ll bring
him to his knees, and make him confess what he’s up to. If I ain’t got
much cleverness myself, I’ve the means to buy up a whole Scotland Yard
of it.”
“No, no,” I cried hurriedly. “That would never do, Johnny. I’m playing
this off my own bat, you understand. The dodging of open scandal is to
be our first consideration.”
I seemed to realise in a moment, the danger of the confidence to which
I had committed myself. The thought of Johnny as amateur detective was
impossible. It would be necessary, I foresaw, to divert his enthusiasm
into some harmless channel.
He was greatly gratified, I could see, by my pluralsing of the
personal adjective.
“Of course,” he said. “We’ll keep it all between ourselves, Dick.”
“Yes, indeed,” I said; “we must”--and, on the word, pricked up my
ears, hearing a footstep.
But it was only a man come down with a message from Lord Skene,
requesting the favour of Mr Dando’s company to lunch.
Johnny, in his severe position of ally, looked across at me
doubtingly.
“Of course,” I said. “Thank his lordship from Mr Dando, Williams, and
say he will have much pleasure.”
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