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_Isabel_. Of remembering how you like your tea.
_Oberville (with a change of tone)_. Since you call it a duty--I may
remind you that it’s one I have never asked any one else to perform.
_Isabel_. As a duty! But as a pleasure?
_Oberville_. Do you really want to know?
_Isabel_. Oh, I don’t require and charge you.
_Oberville_. You dislike as much as ever having the _i_‘s dotted?
_Isabel_. With a handwriting I know as well as yours!
_Oberville (recovering his lightness of manner)_. Accomplished woman!
(_He examines her approvingly_.) I’d no idea that you were here. I never
was more surprised.
_Isabel_. I hope you like being surprised. To my mind it’s an overrated
pleasure.
_Oberville_. Is it? I’m sorry to hear that.
_Isabel_. Why? Have you a surprise to dispose of?
_Oberville_. I’m not sure that I haven’t.
_Isabel_. Don’t part with it too hastily. It may improve by being kept.
_Oberville (tentatively)_. Does that mean that you don’t want it?
_Isabel_. Heaven forbid! I want everything I can get.
_Oberville_. And you get everything you want. At least you used to.
_Isabel_. Let us talk of your surprise.
_Oberville_. It’s to be yours, you know. (_A pause. He speaks gravely_.)
I find that I’ve never got over having lost you.
_Isabel (also gravely)_. And is that a surprise--to you too?
_Oberville_. Honestly--yes. I thought I’d crammed my life full. I didn’t
know there was a cranny left anywhere. At first, you know, I stuffed in
everything I could lay my hands on--there was such a big void to fill.
And after all I haven’t filled it. I felt that the moment I saw you. (_A
pause_.) I’m talking stupidly.
_Isabel_. It would be odious if you were eloquent.
_Oberville_. What do you mean?
_Isabel_. That’s a question you never used to ask me.
_Oberville_. Be merciful. Remember how little practise I’ve had lately.
_Isabel_. In what?
_Oberville_. Never mind! (_He rises and walks away; then comes back and
stands in front of her_.) What a fool I was to give you up!
_Isabel_. Oh, don’t say that! I’ve lived on it!
_Oberville_. On my letting you go?
_Isabel_. On your letting everything go--but the right.
_Oberville_. Oh, hang the right! What is truth? We had the right to be
happy!
_Isabel (with rising emotion)_. I used to think so sometimes.
_Oberville_. Did you? Triple fool that I was!
_Isabel_. But you showed me--
_Oberville_. Why, good God, we belonged to each other--and I let you go!
It’s fabulous. I’ve fought for things since that weren’t worth a crooked
sixpence; fought as well as other men. And you--you--I lost you because
I couldn’t face a scene! Hang it, suppose there’d been a dozen
scenes--I might have survived them. Men have been known to. They’re not
necessarily fatal.
_Isabel_. A scene?
_Oberville_. It’s a form of fear that women don’t understand. How you
must have despised me!
_Isabel_. You were--afraid--of a scene?
_Oberville_. I was a damned coward, Isabel. That’s about the size of it.
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