Betrothal -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
He sat beside Katherine at dinner and chattered to her. Philip sat on
her side of the table, and she could not see him, but when he had
entered the drawing-room earlier in the evening the sudden sight of him
had torn aside, as though with a fierce, almost revengeful gesture, all
the mists, the unrealities, the glories that had, during the last weeks,
surrounded her. She saw him and instantly, as though with a fall into
icy water, was plunged into her old world again. He looked at her, she
thought, as he would look at a stranger. He did not care for her—he had
not even thought about her. Why had she been so confident during all
these strange days? Her one longing now was to avoid him. With a great
effort she drove her common-sense to her service, talked to him for a
moment or two with her customary quiet, half-humorous placidity, and
went into dinner. She heard his voice now and then. He was getting on
well with Rachel. They would become great friends. Katherine was glad.
Dinner was interminable; Lord John babbled and babbled and babbled.
Dinner was over. The ladies went into the drawing-room.
“I like your friend, Katie,” said Rachel. “He’s interesting.”
“I’m glad you do,” said Katherine.
The men joined them. Philip was conveyed by Mrs. Trenchard to the
ancient Trenchard cousin, who had a bony face and an eager, unsatisfied
eye. Philip devoted himself to these.
Katherine sat and talked to anyone. She was so miserable that she felt
that she had never known before what to be miserable was. Then, when she
was wondering whether the evening would ever end, she looked up, across
the room. Philip, from his corner, also looked up. Their eyes met and,
at that moment, the fire, hitherto decorously confined behind its decent
bounds, ran golden, brilliant about the room, up to the ceiling,
crackling, flaming. The people in the room faded, disappeared; there was
no furniture there, the book-cases, the chairs, the tables were gone,
the mirror, blazing with light, burning with some strange heat, shone
down upon chaos. Only, through it all, Katherine and Philip were
standing, their eyes shining, for all to see, and Heaven, let loose upon
a dead, dusty world, poured recklessly its glories upon them.
“I was saying,” said Lord John, “that it’s these young fellows who think
they can shoot and can’t who are doin’ all the harm.”
Slowly, very slowly Katherine’s soul retreated within its fortresses
again. Slowly the fires faded, Heaven was withdrawn. For a moment she
closed her eyes, then, once more, she regarded Lord John. “Oh, God! I’m
so happy!” something within her was saying, “I shall be absurd and
impossible in a moment if I can’t do something with my happiness!”
She was saved by the ancient cousin’s deciding that it was late. She
always ended an evening party by declaring that it was later than she
could ever have supposed. She was followed by Rachel, Lord John and
Philip.
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