Betrothal -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
She recovered, instantly in the days that followed, her natural
sweetness; she was, as all the household, with relief, discovered, the
real Katherine again. She did not to herself seem to have any existence
at all. The days in this early December were days of frost, red skies,
smoking leaves, and hovering silver mists that clouded the chimneys,
made the sun a remotely yellow ball, shot sunset and sunrise with all
rainbow colours.
Beautiful days—she passed through them with no consciousness of
herself, her friends, not even of Philip. No thought of anything was
possible, only that breathless, burning, heart-beat, the thickness of
the throat, the strange heat and then sudden cold about her face, the
vision of everyone near her as ghosts who moved many, many worlds away.
Her daily duties were performed by someone else—some kindly,
considerate, sensible person, who saw that she was disturbed and
preoccupied. She watched this kind person, and wondered how it was that
the people about her did not notice this. At night for many hours she
lay there, thinking of nothing, feeling the beating of her heart,
wrapped in a glorious ecstasy of content, then suddenly soothed as
though by some anaesthetic she would sleep, dumbly, dreamlessly,
heavily.
For a week this continued—then Philip came to dinner, scarcely a
dinner-party, although it had solemnity. The only invited guests were
Philip, Rachel Seddon, her fat uncle, Lord John Beaminster, and an
ancient Trenchard cousin. Lord John was fat, shining, and happy. Having
survived with much complacency the death of his mother, the Duchess of
Wrexe, and the end of the Beaminster grandeur, he led a happy bachelor
existence in a little house behind Shepherds Market. He was the perfect
symbol of good temper, good food, and a good conscience. Deeply attached
to his niece, Rachel, he had, otherwise, many friends, many interests,
many happinesses, all of a small bird-like amiable character. He bubbled
with relief because he was not compelled, any longer, to sustain the
Beaminster character. He had beautiful white hair, rosy cheeks, and
perfect clothes. He often dined at the Trenchard’s house with Rachel—he
called himself ‘Roddy’s Apology.’ The Trenchards liked him because he
thought very highly of the Trenchards.
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