"You'll understand, marm," he said, "that my niece will not be in a
position to live the sort o' life"--he paused, and looked round the
vast room, quite without admiration--"the sort o' life you're livin'
here. She couldn't keep up the position."
"It would not be for long," said Mrs. Harrington, already weighing an
alternative plan. She looked critically at Eve, noting, with the
appraising eye of a middle-aged woman of the world, the grace of her
straight young form, the unusual beauty of her face. "If you could
manage to allow her sufficient to dress suitably for one season, I dare
say she would make a suitable marriage."
Eve turned on her with a flash of bright dark eyes. "Thank you; I do
not want to make a suitable marriage."
Captain Bontnor laid his hand on her arm.
"My dear," he said, "don't take any heed of her. She doesn't know any
better. I have heard tell of such women, but"--he looked round the
room--"I did not look to meet with one in a house like this. I did not
know they called themselves ladies."
Mrs. Harrington gasped. She lived in a world where people think such
things as these, but do not say them. Captain Bontnor, on the other
hand, had not yet encountered a person of whom he was so much afraid as
to conceal a hostile opinion, should he harbour such.
He was patting Eve's gloved hand as if she had been physically hurt,
and Eve smiled down into his sympathetic old face. It is a singular
fact that utter worldliness in a woman seems to hurt women less than it
does men.
Mrs. Harrington, with frigid dignity, ignored Captain Bontnor, and
addressed herself exclusively to Eve.
"You must be good enough to remember," she said, "that I can scarcely
have other motives than those of kindness."
A woman is so conscious of the weak links in her chain of argument,
that she usually examines them publicly.
"I do remember that," replied Eve, rather softened by the grey
loneliness of this woman's life--a loneliness which seemed to be
sitting on all the empty chairs--"and I am very grateful to you. I
think, perhaps, my uncle misunderstood you. But--"
"Yes--but--"
"Under the circumstances, I think it will be wiser for me to accept his
kind offer, and make my home with him. I hope to be able to find some
work which will enable me to--to help somewhat towards the household
expenses."
Mrs. Harrington shrugged her shoulders.
"As you like," she said. "After a few months of a governess's life
perhaps you may reconsider your decision. I know--"
She was going to say that she knew what it was, but she recollected
herself in time.
"I know," she said instead, "girls who have lived such lives."
With the air of Spain Eve Challoner seemed to have inhaled some of the
Spanish pride, which is as a stone wall against which charity and pity
may alike beat in vain. From her superior height the girl looked down
on the keen-faced little woman.
"I am not in a position to choose," she said. "I am prepared for some
small hardships."
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